so much for peace of mind...$1100 to hire this guy, and it's owed up-front. he says it's basically 50-50% on the contributing charge, just depends on the judge. does merely smoking around a minor consitute contributing? what if that minor has a history of that behavior? *cross my fingers ( Read more... )

terrorists hi-jack a couple of planes and crash them into a couple of buildings here in America, which is totally fucking suspicious and I happen to believe some of the higher ups, BUSH, were involved. and we totally fucking invade the region and turn over governments ( Read more... )

second day at Outback-it's going well. meeting some cool people, making some goood money, feeling somewhat accomplished. it's just too bad I have a weight on my conscience preventing me from actually enjoying it. I wanna smoke a blunt ( Read more... )

so...my dad calls me: "Theres a letter here for you from the Suffolk Police Department..." so yet again I never fail to disappoint ( Read more... )

20...the year of self-reliance, involuntary. in other words i'm lonely. my "best" friend "forgets" to call me on my birthday. i haven't had a girlfriend in over 2 years. it feels like I'm going through so much...i'd feel better if i had someone with me through it all. maybe not tho, and it's unnecessary. i can do it and it'll make me a better ( Read more... )

i freaked this dutch today that crushed me hard. I smoked it with milley-o. during conversation he brings up how he was doing this one chick 8P describing the experience and keeps saying "ya know?" well...no I don't. I told him i haven't had sex yet. he put it simply, "Why not?" like it was a new soda flavor that was the shit. you haven't ( Read more... )

i'd really like to keep up with this more. it's sad reading all these goals and plans a year old, 2 years old, and yet nothing has changed. it feels like I don't own my life anymore. my life belongs to sleep, and work and studying for work, and the stress of all my mistakes. i want to live, but anxiety consumes my mind, inertia kills the time.I ( Read more... )

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