a blond guy, not very tall, gaunt with bright blue eyes, came to the dressing room at my work. i went to greet him ( Read more... )

dear life,
please be on track and of a consistent normalcy.

that'd be great.

k
thx.

so i have a life coach now. she is helping me fully realise my potential and to eradicate negativity from my life. she's teaching me to allow the powerful person within me to come out. so i'm setting goals for myself.

1) learn to play guitar.
2) learn to play drums.
3) record my own album.

my homework is to hurry the fuck up and get crafty.

travis: does he have a job?
me: he has three.
travis: hahaha! oh, man, that's so much better than having three bands and no job!

after the third glass of wine, i fumble to take my clothes off, change into a heavy green terry-cloth robe and turn on the shower. my clothes smell like a campfire. my parents lit their new fire pit on their recently rebuilt patio. i remember my mom saying, "you're going to smell like campfire now." i replied that i didn't mind it, that i liked ( Read more... )

suddenly i know my true allegorical spirit animal:
a phoenix.

does it not make any one else uncomfortable when some one tells you you're a "genius"? or just make some comment on how "smart" you are?

four loko and horror movies, polenta and wine, pool halls and beers, tight pants and muscle shirts, flowers and candles...

i'm so fucking in love.

destiny, fate, all those silly words regarding any thing being predetermined have never tasted like any thing but shit in my mouth. but recently while packing i found lifted (or, the story is in the soil, keep your ear to the ground) by bright eyes. my initial reaction to this CD when i was in high school was that "lover i don't have to love" was ( Read more... )

is it just me, or is it a bit fucking sad that i made more money through illegal gambling while playing dice last night than i did at my legitimate place of employment? and i made almost three times as much, at that?

on a lighter note, i'll be in france in four days.