We all hear how bad chemical dependence is, how if we’re addicted to a drug, we should get help with breaking that addiction. One of the most addictive chemicals known is available to anyone and is not regulated by the FDA (Food and Drug Administration). Anyone with a couple dollars can get a full dose of it without showing any form of ( Read more... )

LeEarl Claude Baker, 58, of Farmington, NY, died Sunday, August 6, 2006, at home with his family after a long battle with cancer. LeEarl was born in Payson, UT to Glen and Crystal Brown Baker, both deceased. He played baseball, football and lettered in wrestling in high school. He graduated from Brigham Young University with a degree in Art and got ( Read more... )

I talked to my beloved last night and it was a good conversation; I wonder tho if it surprises her that I care about her as much as I do and in the ways I do. She's never said "I love you" to me, she's never gone on a date with me, and she's never told me that I have no chance with her. I admit it's unlikely but there is still a glimmer of hope, ( Read more... )

I can’t really call it a vacation but I’m going back to Massachusetts for the weekend. I’m leaving tonight and coming back sometime Monday. I hope all goes well with all my friends, I love you all. I’ll still be able to check my email so don’t hesitate to write.

A friend of mine sent this link to me and I thought it was worth posting. http://www.stwing.upenn.edu/~jenf/writing/rant04.htmlRead more... )

I'm sorry about the inconsistancy with which I update here. I've turned in a couple job aplications here and I hope I'll get at least one job from them. I'd prefer to work midnight to 6:00am so that'll help. I've actually got a couple phone calls to make to the companies that I applied to. I have a bit of other news also but I'm not comfortable ( Read more... )

I can't believe I haven't written anything sense October, that's actually a good sign for all of you that don't know. I generally only write when I'm not doing well emotionally. I've been sick for three weeks and I spent last week recovering from it so that's how January and February have gone. I'm hoping to play in this years Feeding Hills ( Read more... )

It's been quite a while sens I last wrote here and I guess the most important thing is I'm still alive. There was a time when this was in doubt and honestly, if it wasn't for Cheryl, it still would be. There was a time quite a few months ago when I family convinced me to prey about suicide so I did and I was told one thing: I cannot because it ( Read more... )

Yesterday, a group of us went to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and I couldn't believe the movie. I have never before been disappointed by Tim Burton's directing not Johnny Depp's acting but both happened with this movie. Nowhere in the book was there anything about Willy Wonka's father and I can't believe that anybody approved adding him ( Read more... )

Last Firday rather then playing our regular D&D game, the GM had other obligations. So the group of us played Marvel so I designed a character randomly for the game while the others played characters they had already established. Following, hopefully, is an immage I created of my character using a link that one of the other players sent me for ( Read more... )