had my interview at gap today. it went well. they are calling me tomorrow to schedule my second interview. still haven't gotten an apt. yet, but we will soon enough. i can't wait to move. went to eileen's and took her food shopping. she made me dinner. it was soooo good. i want her to marry me. haha. then hung out with jake. there was absolutely ( Read more... )

every couple weeks i found out more information about everything that happened "in between" me and him. haha...and it makes me laugh. any word that was ever spoken to me from him in the past 5 months, if not longer, was all lies. but it's funny, cus he made out with fat, ugly girls and lied about it. and haha....oh god i just can't stop laughing.

so this weekend was lots of fun. friday hung out with robby and elizabeth. bear, mark, christopher, ivonne, aaron, and 2 other girls came over. we got drunk on robby's rooftop and yelled things at people down on the street. saturday hung out with eileen. we went shopping for stuff for her apartment and for outfits for making time. i got a cute ( Read more... )

so it's been kind of a while. things have been alright. just been thinking a lot about everything lately. i still am very confused about everything that happened with "us", but i guess i'll just never understand. it seems too many things are questionable, and well, the questions have worn out. perhaps we'll stay friends, perhaps just aquantinces. ( Read more... )

more lost than ever. more alone than ever. my life has been in a complete change mode for months now. and it seems to be making my life only harder than before. i had a talk with him tonite, and i suppose it will be the last one. he doesn't care about me, doesn't love me anymore and has moved on. so i need to do the same. although i know i will ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting in shivani's apartment right now. last nite was for the most part a blur. i got drunk at shivani's and then a whole group of us proceeded to find a party. did we find one? i don't know, because i was passed out in the car the whole time. so i failed at seeing the boy i actually wanted to see. *he* went on a date yesterday and has ( Read more... )

well the past few days have been quite a blur, yet at the same time quite wonderful. the fest was amazing. we had so much fun. allison, jenna, and john stayed with the 3 of us at the hotel. saturday i was drunk at the party. had so much fun though. pg. 99 and an albatross both played at the party. i was saying the most ridiculous things while drunk ( Read more... )

tonite was rather wonderful. went to the city and hung out with eileen, paul, ally, shivani, kay, and jen. we had a wonderful time at the bbq. drank my boones as usual. i drank too much, found out more disturbing news, and then watched the fireworks from the rooftop. we then went across the street and danced with all the real west philly kids. haha ( Read more... )

so it was another rather long day. woke up at 7am to sound of my fone ringing from him. we talked for a while. and i guess it was good to get all my feelings out. but nothing really matters anymore. i've learned so much through all this. it's good to give people your heart, just not the whole thing. or you'll lose control and then they'll take ( Read more... )

yeah, so..haha oh god. where to even begin. well gene was caught in the act again. lies lies lies! that's all that boys full of. so miss lynette and i talked and yes, they were together. and yes he lied to both of us. nothing unusual about it. he's done it to me 2 times before...well that i know of. so yeah, i'll be moving on ( Read more... )