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hmm. i guess between playing grand theft auto 3, going to toys r us, hanging out with danielle and tracy, and going to brewed awakenings i haven't had much time to write in this thing. not much going on. the break has been ok. i haven't did much except for the above and sleeping half the day away. i looked way cute today. i wore my black skirt, ( Read more... )

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haha. what the fuck was i thinking? was i really dumb enough to believe you when you apologized to me at 5 in the morning at my house? about how sorry you were that you stopped telling me you loved me. about how much you have fucked up lately. b/c you just don't get it. you don't fucking get me. and i swear i wish i could kill this fucking heart. b ( Read more... )

omg. i hate girls. fucking slut. she shouldn't be looking at his package and then ask me if it's huge. whatev. i feel really sick. the past 24 hours have been shitty and weird. i was up until 4am talking to gene on the fone. and i'm just really depressed right now. i keep thinking about new years and what i'm gonna do. this effin sux. and best ( Read more... )

well went to converge last nite. i only got hit in the head once during the whole show which was surprising. brian got kicked out for fighting which is so fucking lame b/c he wasn't. damn jersey kids and their fucking lame dancing to american nightmare. god i hate american nightmare. they are so bad. during converge, jake def. dislocated his knee. ( Read more... )

fucking amazing show tonite. dysrhythmia was ok. isis ok. way overrated. dalek the fucking shit. and dillinger covered the best song ever. god it was so great. john was there. :) and evan and i went together. i saw will from way back when which was soooo weird. the show was so fucking packed. and i was soaking wet when i came out. if you missed the ( Read more... )

and i hate myself again tonite. i fell for your lies once again. i made myself believe that you cared. but i just don't think so anymore. and you apologized before for all the times you fucked up. and the sincere person i am, i gave in. and i gave you myself. i gave you my everything. and it was all thrown in my face again. and each time it happens ( Read more... )

bleh. sucky day. didn't go to skool. had to go all the way back to the dance shop and waste more gas. grr. got my hair colored again. i got red streaks in it now. :) it's hot. anyways. talked to him tonite. he had a dinner date. although he said it wasn't a date. but in my opinion girl+boy+dinner reservations=date. so whatever. john and i might ( Read more... )

brr. it's freezing in my house. *sniff sniff* grr. i hate being sick. and my throat really hurts. anyways, i'm about to go shopping again. i have to finish my mom, danielle, and tracy. i have now decided to go to nyc for christmas break and new years. i didn't have any official plans for new years yet, and i figured all of my friends would be ( Read more... )