just got home from the show. jffb played shitty. haha. that's what josh said anyways. yes i did get to talk to josh.<3 and like usual they only played 3 songs. zegota is amazing. automatic asshole sucked as usual. took john home. *swoon* boys, always causing trouble. bleh. i'm so over them. :/

not much going on. waiting for tracy to call me so we can go shopping. i was just shopping at the mall today. ugh. it wears me out. but i found the shoes i want. they are cute with a little strap and they are $70. :/ ok. well if you would like to buy them for me you can. :) i would give you lots of hugs and kisses.<3

well my birthday was nice. i got to spend it with the bestest bunch of girls. :) we ate dinner at bennigan's and i opened my presents there. they also made me stand up on the chair and dance with salt shakers. haha. the dude is all like "we need you to dance, and if you don't dance..." i was like "oh i will dance. don't worry about that." :) so i ( Read more... )

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i'm not 18 until 2:05pm. but hey, it's present day for me. :) i have to get up at 7:45 in the morning which doesn't make me too happy. i don't think i should have to do that. but whatever. tonite should rock. we are going to eat and ice skating. they're taking me to outback, cus i've never been there. woo! alrighty. i'm off to get my 4 hours of

so today was alright. i have made up my mind on all my problems. no boys. no nyc. just friends. cus they're all that matter. they don't fuck with my head. they keep it real, just like miss cleo. haha. word. yea so i'm gonna go eat spaghetti and then study. by the way...you're pain is the highlight of my day. :)

came home from dance early again. i'm very irritated with my sitation right now. and apparently people have big mouths at my skool and read this and go and tell everyone. whatever. people are fucking lame. and i'm still stressed about this whole nyc thing for new years. i have to know by tomorrow. and yet either way i know i will miss out on ( Read more... )

well it's been a strange 10 hours. i went to bed last nite early cus i was mad tired. the *ex* calls at 1:30 and wakes me up. tells me he misses me..blah blah blah. we have a long talk. somehow we came to the conclusion of him coming over at 4 in the morning. so i got random sleep last nite, but i feel ok. just majorly confused. he doesn't want to ( Read more... )

so today was ok. i found him looking around for me in the hall. :) how cute. *blush* anyways, came home tonite early to do application essays for college. bleh. pain in my ass. i'm still debating about nyc for new years. i mean i want to go b/c it will be fun to dance and everything just like last year, doing our show and whatnot. but on the other ( Read more... )

well i didn't see him today. he had work. :( oh well. i'm still a super happy girl cus i heard it throuh the grapevine that he likes me. :) oh gosh...i love feeling like i'm young again. when nothing mattered and you had no responsibility. and you love getting up to go to school cus you get to see him. :) i'm talking to evan right now and he is ( Read more... )