i am quite lost in my heart of hearts. i've lost sight of what is true when it comes to love. thinkin' maybe i have the most fickle heart of all.

nicest thing about getting in the shower these days is that there is just one bottle and one bar in there.
no bottles of product to keep my color or my texture or my whatever up. i adore having short hair with nothing in it.
just, less clutter. less time spent on me.

hair and makeup and shoes and bullshinky.

i like big love.


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what the hell is wrong with lady gaga?
somebody should get that girl's blood sugar checked or something.

Lena and my midterm, we wrote it. its kinda funny. enjoy!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PpyRnlHfuDw

I am losing touch.

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"Prosperity, pleasure and success, may be rough of grain and common in fibre, but sorrow is the most sensitive of all created things. There is nothing that stirs in the whole world of thought to which sorrow does not vibrate in terrible and exquisite pulsation. The thin beaten-out leaf of tremulous gold that chronicles the direction of forces the ( Read more... )

I am really too god damn busy to even fart. I made callbacks for the upcoming play called Hay Fever. Leading female role underneath the role of Judith, the mother, who is already cast as one of my professors, Sarah Brown. Eesh. Real nervous. Got cast as Irina in The Three Sisters for Acting III and even though I'm farely excited about it, that's ( Read more... )

life has been eerie. Makes me wanna get married to Timothy. Makes me want to travel. Makes me want to kiss all of those people I never did. Makes me want to say what I want to my ex Justin. Makes me want to disregard all of this mindless daily shit i participate in and just dive into the thick of life. But I guess this boring, drudging, schooling, ( Read more... )

my computer fucking died. and i'm pissed.
that is all.