i

got

so

fucked

up

last

night.
don't ever audition for the real world then go to the afterparty which is actually doubling as a frat house's event.
it was just...too much. i woke up still drunk this morning, and i can't ever recall this happening before. eeesh.
i just need to cleant he house and i'll feel better. as long as i make it home from class now ( Read more... )

"Lord thou gavest us immense forests, unbounded fields and the widest horizons,
and living in the midst of them we should indeed be giants-"
- The Cherry Orchard by Anton Chekhov

All jacked up on caffeine, working quite regularly, the break up between justin and i has been going on for way too long...his exgirl still sending me emails about how we ( Read more... )

alright so this is my fourth attempt at finishing this entry because Penelope keeps walkin' all over my keyboard. friggin attention hog.
saw the avett brothers last night, it was absolutely amazing but i will admit to getting a little too drunk a little too early. luckily there's help for that. oh no, here comes the spotlight kitty again. okay time ( Read more... )

I've given my stupid bible verse tattoo a new meaning. So now "He loved me first" is a Medea reference. yum yum for passion overriding will.


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by PETER JACKSON! holy fuck me. Click here to watch the trailor for The Lovely Bones.
other updates: life is beautiful. this last little leg of summer has crept up on me and i'm doing my damndest to make it last as long as possible. i'm also doing my damndest to make it as drunk as possible. i'm very lucky to have the safest driver in the world as a ( Read more... )

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You hold that new girl tight, and I'll keep finding things to control. Smoke. Smoke. Smoke. Every day now i fight tears. Every single day I have to pause to swallow the growing tumor-like lump bubbling up in my throat. Fuck it all. Growing up is about getting lost. It has to be.

if you havent seen that movie Mutual Appreciation, go rent it now.

a fucking idiot. sailing along completely smoothly, no issues, school's good, work's great, finances ar handled, and after weeks of not checking up on him, i glance at Timmy 's facebook and see a picture of him kissing some girl and the caption was written by his friend Clay and it went something to the effect of, "we almost left him there because ( Read more... )

Chunk's three year anniversay came and went. My mother failed to call me, but did text to explain that it was due to her being at a loud concert with her new husband. I hold so much hostility to those closest to me, how fucked up is that?

I can't wait til my family reunion. i can't wait to see my dad and my mom and my state.