Growing up and growing away from the people and places I love, this is no longer something I will bitch about. It's part of life, change is part of life and I have to get over that. I'm not sure how, I feel like I'm busy enough to the point where my mind shouldn't still linger so long on the people who are no longer near me, but somehow it does! ( Read more... )

That boy Justin keeps stealing all my attention!
last night = moonshine,  free Muck Sticky show, PBR after PBR after
PBR after PBR, McDonald's on the drive home and wild crazy good
sex as an offering to the full moon.

Oh and anaspanic! you woulda been so proud of me today at dance practice, i got approved for another dance. 
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its dark. its quiet, the roomie was watching High Fidelity when i came in. silly girl.
MY DATE YESTERDAY WENT SO FUCKING GOOD. it felt like my birthday :)


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I'm going on a date tomorrow to Memphis' BarBQ Fest with the sound guy for MGMT. I asked him what I needed to bring with me and he only responded with  "Your boots and that sweet face." he's weally nice with lots of pretty hair that's all dreaded up and a big bushy beard.
he reminds me of a lion.

a combination i'm automatically attracted to: dark hair, dark skin, light eyes and bright teeth.


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i would enjoy getting married to a man like him, my timerthy.

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My mother is getting married in 8 days. Thanks for the heads up, mom!
whatever.

and btw, fuck YOU for walking right out of my life because of your laziness. out of all the friends i've lost due to moving up here, you're the only one who never cared enough to fight for friendship. but that's totally cool! yeah man, you just keep holding onto yourself ( Read more... )

"You said move on, where do I go? I guess second best is all I will know. 'Cause when I'm with him, I am thinking of you. What do I do? If you were the one who was spending the night...I wish that I was looking into your eyes.

How do I get better once I've had the best? You said there's tons of fish in the water ...so the water I will test. He ( Read more... )

i re-fell in love with hatebreed.
i'm tired of competing with other humans entirely. what does that mean?