bit low and anxious coz of T but i dont feel as bad as yesterday. yesterday wanderound round edinburgh in a daze and didnt know where i was going..just felt quite shit. but bought old NOPX album and an album by Bitch alert ( Read more... )

Dammnation. I've been so anxious about my Tom and our future together that I gradually become more psychotically depressed and cut. but this time it was really deep i had to go to hosp to get stitches. it hurt, im so worried about him. he's back on the streets again, but he's starting a job tonight, yay! and he;s been OFF the heroin for two months ( Read more... )

im quite disappointed that i made a website like HOW LONG AGO, and i even went on about how everyone had to put sommat in my guest book, and who did? none of you lot! i did tho, isnt that fun ( Read more... )

Yus I decided to return with my tail between my legs ( Read more... )

I've had a long chat with Green Dave. I haven't spoken to him in ages and I can't believe how life changing the conversation was. he made me see so many things. As a result, I;ve decided once and for all to make proper, big changes to my life, it will compliment to the new me ( Read more... )

suddenly this damned surgery has just got to me. They said it would ( Read more... )

Although wasn't as good as past two years, I'm still glad I went. The mud was so..um, well muddy. And my tent flooded, and Vicky's tent sagged and had puddles of water everywhere. And I had no clean clothes, so much of the time was spent psyching ourselves up to wade through litres of mud ( Read more... )

WOW, 14 hours until glastonbury ( Read more... )

Well, great evening with Sadiq in pub. He's so funny. He really is. Got on so well (me thinks lol) and was nice to spend time with him, havent done it in ages. Then we went to The Goose and watched in amusement the football hooligans and how pathetic drunken fucks are, especially the blokey blokes who think they're so sexy and cool, um...no ( Read more... )

im pissed in a GRRRRR sense ( Read more... )