So I bought my first car. I got a Toyota Tacoma... woo Hoo! Things seem to be going good. I think that I am doing good being alone right now. And that makes me happy. Yep.

What is wrong with me? I so badly want to be loved that it seems like I scare people off. I went on a date today, I had a good time. But I feel like I am forcing people to care for me and so badly wanting to be loved just makes that worse. I just don't know anymore... Hmm...

Ok, so I did something crazy last night. I got my tounge pierced! It was even bad at all, my nipples hurt way worse when I did that. I just wanted to share that. Not much more here. Have fun.

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So... I am thinking about moving out! I looked at a room tonight. It is a house in Davis, it looks nice. The person is cool. One Prob... they are really hot. Stupid attractive people. Oh well. I think that moving out would be a really big and good step in the right direction. I hope everyone is doing good. I am feeling good. So, Go Me!

So I have actually been doing really good lately. Hence no depressing journals for the past couple of days. I am "talking" to someone which always makes me happy. They seem very cool. Hmm... Today I talked to Tori and we went shopping and I got a new outfit. Woo Hoo! And it wasn't even that expensive. After that we went to lunch at Fuzios. Yum Yum ( Read more... )

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Hello! Does anyone understand the word friend? I know that I am kind of a downer but it is only because I feel so freakin alone. I don't hear from anyone anymore and I don't think that anyone even reads this fucking journal. SO why do I even care. Oh and another thing. If you write some fucking sad ass journal entry and I try to be a "friend" and ( Read more... )

What is life becoming. I have realized that I am just going through the motions to afraid to make any sort of a change. I feel afraid that I will forever be this way. I feel like I am slowly drifting into insanity. And the sad part is that I am alone. When I was younger I wondered how it was that people got to the point like my grandfather. Alone ( Read more... )

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