I have wonderful, great, patient, understanding friends and I am so thankful for that. Even when we're miles and miles and miles away, they are still there for me and can pick me up and pull me out of any rut that I feel like I'm in. They made me realize that I'm normal and that I can get through this. I think part of the problem is that a lot of ( Read more... )

I have a lot to complain about today. First on my list of complains: People who are way too desperate for attention, people such as my roommate who openly advertizes her eating disorders and other problems so that people will feel bad for her and show her sympathy. If anyone is ever looking for sympathy, I am the absolute LAST person to come to, ( Read more... )

I'm worn out.. I just want to sit and cry and get my life in order. This whole sorority thing has been fun but too overwhelming for me. I'm not going to quit but it's definitely in the back of my head. I'm hungry and fucking exhausted and dirty and I feel like I'm already behind in my school work. I miss being a bookworm at the library then hanging ( Read more... )

NYE was fucking craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazzzzzyyyyyy fun. I made new friends and rekindled old friendships and it was a good old drunk wonderful time. The morning after the party was so cute, we all cleaned and ate bagles together on Mark's livingroom floor :) I slept most of that day and took medicine cause I'm sick then had the most ( Read more... )

This is the first day in a long time that I feel ALIVE.

Maybe it's the gorgeous weather or maybe my mind and body realized it was time to get out of this ridiculous funk. I want to ring in the New Year being a happy, healthy me. Not the way that I've been acting for the past week or so. Today will change that.

A long survey cause I'm bored and sleeppyyyy ( Read more... )

Today was just what Mark and I needed. It snowed all day and it was gorgeous. He came over early and snuck into my bed and we cuddled and slept til twelve then ate breakfast and did fun things the rest of the day! We made cookies and drank the most yummy hot chocolate I have ever had. And we played in the snow a little bit and it was glorious and ( Read more... )

Today was completely emotionally draining. Right down to this very fucking second when I read something so terrible that disgusted me because it happened to a person that I think is really amazing, and strong and someone who certainly didn't deserve any of what happened. I spent most of the day crying because everything that's been going on between ( Read more... )

Thanksgivng break was unbelievable. I want to go back right now. 18 days until I can be whole again with the ones that I love so much ( Read more... )

I am unhealthily obsessed with my ROC kids. Honestly. Last night was one of the best nights eververeverrrrrrrr. Em, Adam, Seth and I went to dinner, Starbucks then Corey's paaaaaaarrtaaaaaay with some camp kids then over to Moses's. We could be doing anything and we'd have an amazing time. I really am obsessed with each and every one of my friends ( Read more... )