I talked to 150+ girls this weekend. 19 Party was a bittttch. I went to 19 sorority houses over the span of two days. My throat is hurting, I am EXHAUSTED and I cannnnnnnnnnnnnot wait for January so rush can continueee!!!! :D

Periods shouldn't exist. They make my hormones go out of control and I hate it. I've been thinking and I also don't like pills or anything not natural being put into my body, it just scares me. Maybe this is in lieu of my big mistake the other night... I decided to try smoking again, for the 2nd time, and so I did it a lot within a span of about 15 ( Read more... )

If I have to hear one more word about body image or someone being fat I will seriously shoot someone. That is ALL Kelly talks about and I do not give a shit about it. She's so fucked up.. anorexic, bulimic, depression, anxiety... Please go to a clinic NOWWWWWWWWW. Ugh. It would be different if she was a good friend and I cared but I just don't. It ( Read more... )

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH MY BOYFRIEND!!!!!!! AHHH. Today was one of the greatest days I have ever had with him. We ate lunch together at Wright then walked to the arberietum and sat on the grass and watched the Jordan River flowing and made out and cuddled and laughed and it was just amazing. Then I saw him later at the library and the whole time we ( Read more... )

While I'm most likely going to fail my test that I have tomorrow... It will be worth it because I just spent the past two hours in a chat room with my best friends in the entire world and it was absolutely wonderful. I LOVE AND MISS MY FRIENDSSSSSSSSSSSSS

I miss my girlsss :( Boo. I can't wait til Thanksgiving break... mainly so that I can eat a lot of home cooked food but also to see my family and friends and Rileyyyy boy. Anyway, I'm bored so here are 89325 surveys!!

( SURVEYSSSSS TO CURE MY BORDEM! )

I LOVE BEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANS!!! ADAM = LIFE.

I always forget to update this fucking thing. Oh well.. Things with Mark and I are excellent. I think a change in environment is just what we needed. It's odd but very nice the way things have sort of come together with us. I just constantly feel like we're on the same page for the first time in a long time and it's really nice having that feeling ( Read more... )

Mark left this morning for school... I feel like a wuss even writing all of this but I need to let it out. I feel an overwhelming sadness. Maybe it's because I won't see him for a few days.. or because I'm afraid of things changing between us at school. I just feel sad and all I want to do is lay down and cry. I'm so bored and I can't wait to leave ( Read more... )

I am pretty much completely obsessed with my friends. I have never laughed harder than I have tonight. I really realized that this summer turned out to be 8325x better than last summer. I realized who my true friends were and that even though we were all apart, spread all over the map, we are all closer than ever. I fucking love my friends and that ( Read more... )