Hey guys, tear me apart. Dissect me with your words. I want to know what you think of me. And honestly. I dont want any of this namby pamby "Oh, I think youre a great person and blah blah blah". Cause, I am a bitch and I just want to know what about me bugs you the most. So, please, pick and choose the worst of words, I want them all.

Fuck you. Yea, you. Theres only a few people I am not pissed off at. I think this is the worst PMS I have had since I was 14. Damn, I hope everyone would stop ignoring me, making plans that they dont intent to keep, and share my secrets and old notes. So, fuck you. I am going to go talk to Aithne, cause she doesnt piss me off.

Thats from Igby Goes Down.
Sorta feel like that right now. I dont know. I am just really bored and even if people make plans to do something with me, they get fucked.

I just feel like crying. Kristin and Aithne did a superb job of making me forget my woes for a bit, but now they are back ( Read more... )

I am so bored that I feel like cutting just for the sake of having some feeling flowing through my body. But I wont. I am too scared of bleeding too much, getting addicted to it, and my mom finding out and making me go back to the hospital. So, I am going to just update my humble journal ( Read more... )

So I had a dream last night that I was cheer captain. Then some person got mad at me cause I stole her outfit to prom and I cried and cried. It was weird. Nicole was in my dream too. I am super weird about hugging her, so you can see that it would be EXTREMLY odd that I hugged her in my dream. Only she had hair... That is important. Anyway. What ( Read more... )

I had in mind to call Francesca, see how things turned out. But then I took a nap... and there went the day. I am glad that I got to see Kristin, Aithne and Amber today. I feel bad though, I was a total zombie the whole time. Christine (my shrink) thought I was really depressed today... Nothing I said convinced her otherwise and I was not about to ( Read more... )

I feel like passing out. I am so pale and sickly gross today. I swear, that 10 took every ounce of color from me. But, hell, what do I care? The only thing thats bugging me really bad is I want a god damned donut. I want 3 fat donuts. Hmm, a maple old fashioned, french crueller, and a maple bar. Yep, I have a bad raving for a donut. Weird.

im rachel. actually im kristin on rachels sn., weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i curl hair. fun fun fun/.// i cant type. faan is metallicly white sweatshirt!!!

aithne(ike) is lifeguard! now she is touching her boobies.

mwahahahahah no nsdagfo
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My mom is a regular porker... I hate being around her while she eats. Its like she cant cram enough food in her mouth even between bites. She holds her food close to her. The way she attacks food reminds me of my rats, only mom is in no way shape or form cute. And she is always asking me "How did I get so fat?". I just want to scream at her "Bitch ( Read more... )