I am just a girl, sometimes it seems as if people expect more of me than that. Unfortunately I can not provide that. I watch bad movies, love ramen (in fact I am eating them now). i wish on every shooting star that I have seen and sometimes, just sometimes, the wishes come true. More often than not they don't. I am moving back home soon....east ( Read more... )

i don't update often because really my private thoughts are just that and i am rarely around lately. many things that have happened since(dude i misspelled since earlier i am a fucking tard!) i have been in california have left me a bit disillusioned and well frankly loathing the state. i chalk it up as a learning experience. i have loved and lived ( Read more... )

update.
what! what!
i am good i am great. i haven't died just have been extremely busy with a demanding job, friends that always need me for something or another and assorted other non-detailed shit. what is up people?

hi...how the hell are you people that still have me on your friends list?

insomnia. i watched gangs of new york, and at first i thought i wouldn't like it. leonardo dicaprio just rubs me the wrong way. after seeing it i was amazed; not only with the film, script and screenplay, but the set. it also depressed me because 138 years later people are still racist scumbags. the addage proves true, the more we change the more ( Read more... )

i would love nothing more then to crawl back into bed and pretend im 6 again and have someone take care of me..volunteers?

i don't want to walk a mile in your shoes. i couldnt stand to even imagine being you. is it a nightmare? smashing something that's beautiful and good and pure? self-destruction isn't healthy and you've made it an artform. wherever you are currently i know you're reading this and i hope you know your ass is mine. pissed off doesnt even describe this ( Read more... )

do you ever wonder when it was that never was just around the corner? and forever meant for now...ce soir je suis tres triste. je souhaite que je pourrais etre heureux mais tout je peux penser d'est toutes les erreurs j'ai fait tout l'au revoir que j'ai dit et dechire je perd quand quelqu'un j'aime cherment je laisse l'erreur loin. i need a quick ( Read more... )

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i don't want to get married.