This has been the longest hardest year of my life. I didn't think moving to Dallas would have ever been so hard on me. I moved back right before Christmas and all I have been doing is hanging out with family and sleeping. I am just done ( Read more... )

It hit me yesterday like a bus. I am severely going through the motions. I am in a lull, something just doesn't feel right. I can't seem to shake it. I thought I could shake it after a full nights rest or maybe it was the 3 beers I had, but it wasn't the case. I just feel bummed out for no particular reason. Work is fine like always. I have seen ( Read more... )

I have been REALLY busy the last month and a half. I thought I was going to have a boring summer and work the whole time. But I should have known better. It seems like all I have been doing is working everyday and going to a wedding. Blah. Here are just a few thoughts of the things I learned on my adventures through Texas ( Read more... )

I know this is completely cheesy but I have to do it anyway.

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I can sun up my life in a few things lately. I am having trouble focusing because I have so many things up in the air and I am so confused and pretty lost. I just don't get how I got to this place and why my heart feels so heavy ( Read more... )

A long weekend it was for really not doing to much. I ran a bunch of errands on friday and ended up not going out and hanging out with my family. It was kind of nice because I am not here too much to really enjoy family time. Saturday I felt like I did everything possible. I went to go check out this job referral I got from a friend the other day. ( Read more... )

I have been on the internet for too many hours. I almost am disgusted that I am on myspace this much. Well I am pretty much doubling my myspace intake because I have been organzing Under the Gun’s myspace too. But hey I think my hard work is paying off cause it looks decent for a nonprofessional....a little more thought and clear. I can’t wait till ( Read more... )

I hope someone got the reference but probably not ( Read more... )

I don't know why it hit me today but it did. I have that crappy lonely feeling again. I just woke up today and there it was. I hate looking at my phone and no one calls. I just feel crappy I guess ( Read more... )

Its been weird lately. I won't say bad because it hasn't been but I would say weird. I haven't really accomplished too much in the past few weeks and I think its starting to show. School is totally boring me and its hard to focus but I am not going to quit because that would be dumb as hell. But its been so hard to focus. It could be many things. I ( Read more... )