The past couple days have been hell because my allergies and all that shit fucks me up so hard. I have been so tired and it doesn't help my thoughts either ( Read more... )

All I have to say is wow. Ever since New Years Eve my life has taken a three sixty. I feel like all my old problems seem so far away now. And I am so glad to say the past month has been really good to me, a breathe of fresh air ( Read more... )

All I can say that I am glad to kiss it goodbye. I don't want to say that this year was bad because okay frankly it could have been so much worse and I get lucky time to time. It was long and filled with drama that I could have done without. Yes I understand that it has to do with fate and the decisions I make at the same time that make up why the ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while because my life has been hectic. I don't know where to begin and I am not sure where I will end up as well.Honestly I have been fucking depressed. Usually I do have a one or two things not going right and thats pretty much life and I can deal with it. But the past few weeks have just gone down hill ( Read more... )

These past couple weeks have been pretty quiet and at the same time a little weird. I think everyone on this planet is a bit over dramatic. I guess its weird to me because I am pretty chilled out and don't like to get to worked up about shit. I just want to live my life and have some good times in between. Its like the other week when I got blown ( Read more... )

I am not drunk but I have a few drinks in the blood. Even though the night will come to this I end up still drinking with my friends. I did have a good time and spent too much money but its all good. The night was weird because I saw some old familiar faces and how much has changed. I hung out with Jenna and Ken which I haven't since Christmas. And ( Read more... )

Things have been pretty fucking normal. Which I think is a good thing. After this talk with a few people and especially with Kristi I have learned a few things about myself ( Read more... )

Here I am again on sleeping pills(melanotin) and trying to write a blog before I pass out. Its a weird sick thing I do to challenge myself I guess ( Read more... )

I don't know what has been up with me lately. Ever since last tuesday I feel like a bus hit me. I don't know what to do with myself and my anxiety is as high as ever. I haven't been sleeping because I have a lot on my mind.Well come sunday I just couldn't shake that feeling and I tried to cheer up. I went got coffee and ran errands. I was trying to ( Read more... )

I was waiting for this feeling to come because it always does. I am starting to feel lonely and it sucks.I mean I have been going through all this shit and its been a month now. So after everything has set in and now I am lonely. I hate being single and I have figured that out about myself. But I glad because then at least I can try to stop myself ( Read more... )