If I could sum up things lately it would be that its shitty but great. Its like its happening at the exact same time at the same moments. The past two weeks have been crazy as hell. There is a lot to write about and I will try to cover everything ( Read more... )

Here's some truth about my life. Everything feels like I am in this dark tunnel. Like everything got so bad so fast for me and I am completely lost. Like for the longest time I thought that I had some things figured out in my life. I think I was wrong ( Read more... )

I have some of the pieces I need to get my life somewhat in order now. After the other day I figured thats how life was going to be and I accepted that fact. But what I forgot was that my has many unsuspecting factors ( Read more... )

I realized the past few days I am going to be alone. I never have been alone either. Its not like it was this choice its that I think fate makes you meet certain to make you into who you are supposed to be. Its just know I am a different person. I hate to say but I am. I think maybe my eyes have been closed for a long time. I used to talk to Lance ( Read more... )

I haven't felt this shitty in six years. I had my heart fucking crushed in a thousand shatters. I mean I just don't know exactly whats going on with the whole situation other than the fact Leslie decied that he rather work two jobs and have this decadent lifestyle and all this other shit than be with me. I mean it does piss the me the fuck off ( Read more... )

I know people think I am crazy but I had lunch with 13 complete strangers and James Duval ( Read more... )

If I could sum of things in the past two weeks in would be they are like a roller coaster. Like there are days where I am like ready to take on the world then road block....road block....road block ( Read more... )

Last week was a bad week for me ( Read more... )

I do this blog every year the day before New Years. The past few days I have been thinking about what I am going to say about my life and what it has been like. The conclusion is that whatever I am experiencing throughout this past year is still continuing and I haven't really have it all figured out by now. But I can pretty much sum it up that it ( Read more... )

Once again my life has changed. Everything you think you know usually does and I am glad for once that I expected it this time. I feel that I have grown a whole lot these past few years. I think I know what I want more and what I have to do to get it ( Read more... )