This weekend was pretty good for me. I haven't been this tired in a while. After working 8 days in a row I was ready for my weekend off.So thursday night I was itching to get out of work to go to Sky lounge that night and see Mix Master Mike spin a set that night, plus Logan was driving up to see some shows with me. So Logan, John(Veejay, and me ( Read more... )

All I feel right is hurt. Its all my fault that I feel that way. I broke it off with Sean because I am honestly pretty fucked up. I don't ever have anytime to myself and I tired, so tired of everything. I haven't in three days ironically. Or eaten much ( Read more... )

Lately has been kind of weird and sucky at the same time. I don't know what I did in a former life but it must have been pretty bad because I got my car towed at 4 in the morning in downtown Austin and thats bad enough.So I have a theory that my past life sucked a s well maybe ( Read more... )

I always do an entry the day of new years eve and think about the year that I have had. And up till now I think all of that is bullshit. Everything I ever wrote about how my year went was all bullshit to me now. The things that I used to worry about and hurt over was nothing and I can't believe I cared about stupid shit like that sometimes.
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So I can't sleep and I am waiting for my sleeping pill to work. Anyway all I have to bitch about is one person in particular.Oh yeah and Christmas ( Read more... )

Nothing too much has happened in the past month or so. I just that I had something crazy and exciting to write but I don't. But I am really starting to dislike christmas and the whole holiday speal. Just people are in a bad mood which makes me in a bad mood. Like my mom is really stressed about people coming to the house for thanksgiving and she ( Read more... )

i think that i have been wanting to write something for a week and a half now but i have been so many places at once when i got down to it i went blank or was too tired ( Read more... )

Things in my life have changed and I am very happy that they have for once in my life. I feel like I am finally getting my emotions all together on my plate and its nice as hell.It's kind of hard to explain but I'll try. Obviously before my birthday I was really depressed about how the whole Mayy situation was going and how much I got hurt and it ( Read more... )

So yeah my party was awesome last night!! I was really anxious about it last night...you know what to wear and how was going to be there kind of thing. But I lot of people showed up and called it made me feel so good. So yeah I suck at bowling and people were staring at me cause I had a trashy red polka dot dress on and a mohawk.But I had some ( Read more... )

Well things have toned down a bit after I yelled at Matt for not calling. It was relieving and now I can move on with my life. I mean we feel the same about each other but if he is not going to call or say what he means well fuck it I don't have a choice. But its my 21st birthday and I am surprised I am here. Life is tough granite I have not had a ( Read more... )