my life as of late has made quite the flip/flop from a few years ago. I feel like i have regressed or reversed the order of the way things should have been. In the previous 8 years(2002-2010) i had been a complete obsessed work-a-holic. working 60-80 hrs a week and prioritizing work above everything else, and i was miserable. rarely time for family ( Read more... )

cant make a mix i like to save my life for this show. I think i am way over thinking it and that is why i am failing. should be a fun time and a good birthday weekend. :)

in a semi bitter mood. i don't know what else i can do. i try and try and it doesnt get me anywhere. fail.

This was a memorable weekend! On Friday night I talked Travis(mako) and Ryan(sixxx) into deejaying with me at old navy for a pre-party for the new grand opening. the general public got to listen to hhc from 430-8pm, then on Saturday Travis and myself returned for the grand opening and played together from 9am-1pm. At 1pm Travis took off and i got ( Read more... )

I had soo much fun at rainbowbrite, my set went really well, this and whiteout 3 would have to be my two favorite events thus far. I have never had so many kids come up and chat through out the night. I am always surprised that i get such a good reaction from old school, (i suppose a lot of the kids going to shows haven't heard any of these songs ( Read more... )

somehow i got sucked into re-reading like the last 7 years of having this thing! It was an entertaining read. Its funny how some things are still so much the same and how some things are so different. I found some fun treasures like essays and poems i had forgotten that I had written. also some funny links to news stories.

2010 was an eventful year ( Read more... )

so this year has been a year of me trying to make changes to my life for the better. however none of them seem to be working out very well. I started out the year with the idea of returning to school to finish my bachelors degree in graphic design.Previously I had only ever seen associates degrees offered for graphics(which i already have) So when ( Read more... )

write/draw comic/book on retail horror stories
create video game of extreme oregon trail
finish bachelors degree/go to school for animation or illustration
work at a pet resort
visit austrailia
go to maine
look into the air force
move to florida/work at alligator park
work at disneyland/disneyworld
move to seattle

where have the last 7 years gone? it disturbs me that so much time has gone by, with not much progress or change. i want to do more with my life...but the "what" seems to be the problem...im still not sure. i keep waiting for it to hit me, and it just hasn't come. blah................