well reading through my friends journals i see that everyone is talking about their jobs and work schedules... so what the hell ill throw myself into a trend for a few minutes ( Read more... )

FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so its been a while since ive updated... I have like an hour cause my class was just cancelled due to a chemical fire or something on the third floor... damn third floor huligans!!!! so things are going great with me and paula we have our little bouts every now and then again but we work things out... i love sleeping with her... last night we ( Read more... )

the snake of sorrow
rapping itself around me
coil by coil
choking me like sickness
destroying my freedom
destroying my thoughts

its tightening up now
never has it been this bad
why now
when things seem great
this snake of sorrow
this burden of pain
is turning my life back into a drain

so things in the past could be compared to putting my testicles in the path of a closing door that just keeps opening and closing.... but now.... for the sake of the metaphor.... my testicles are comfortable ( Read more... )

have u ever wanted to talk to someone soooo much but couldnt... because u HAD to sleep... im feeling that right now.... ::yawn:: todays been a busy day... maybe ill discuss it further later but right now im heading for bed... godd night all... good night never never land!!!

Am i done?.......... NO ( Read more... )

so i am having one of the best weeks of my life sand i only imsgine it getting better snd better... i have seen paula everyday since last tuesday ansd the only day i wont see her this week is wedneswday... i love it... i love her... to death... currently i am in her room and lkistgening to her and jessie talk... she is so cute.... side note my ( Read more... )

we walked along the waters edge for hours... holding hands.. talking back and forth... and then finally it came ( Read more... )

so as it turns out i have friends that really care about me... they care about me sooo much that they would call me when they thought that they had seen my car parked but when they went to it it wasnt there anymore... who would have guessed that the first thought in their minds was that i was dead and that was a ghost representation of my car... ( Read more... )