the past week has been great never a dull moment and always happy moments... ive been hanging out mostly with ted linz martín and courtney.... its been great... we went to all the concerts and stuff last week and i even ended up leaving camping before i even began to camp in order to goto the malcontents concert which i think was a wise idea... ( Read more... )

thursday: work... went to eat with courtney in castleton... skipped out on vector obligations... stayed with courtney to goto linz... went bowling... had fun ( Read more... )

today was kewl... it started off like any other day except i was at emilys instead of my house... somehow i managed to leave without them knowing... Oh yeah ( Read more... )

so its been fun.... i went over emilys house the other day... and watched movies with her... and then slept there and went to work.... that was kewl to hang out with em again ( Read more... )

so last night was fun... everyone was doing there own thing and i think i was involved in all of it .... with the one exception of my own bolwing game... which i scored like a 50 and a 90.,... which are two of my lowest scores since the day i was born... and some people like to rub in the fact that they beat me... and those people can and or will ( Read more... )

happy friggin 4th of july.... it was a good one too... i slept til about 12 or so... then i watched the people under the stairs with my bro.... and then right as i went to pick up my phone to call linz or courtney to tell them im goin to be heading over... linz calls me! weird huh ( Read more... )

so reading through everyones ljs i realize what everyone else realizes... things are changing and life is just overall a negative slope.... i hope this recession doesnt last.... i dont think i will be able to take it much longer... im scared of who i am becoming... ive said things that i promised myself id never say.... done things i said id never ( Read more... )

so i dont know what the hell is going on right now.. my emotions are drained... i go from "oh i can conquer the world without her" to "shit i cant stand up..." i know its best for right now... i know that things werent working out... i know i said something yesterday that i probably should have worded a little better... but i still get love sick ( Read more... )

Pain To the Ears ( Read more... )

If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand ( Read more... )