This will be my first post in over 6 years. Simply saying that I'm not the same person now as I was back then would be an understatement. I look back and I see a lot of depression, anger, and anxiety. I see a boy that wasn't willing to grow up and deal with his issues. Maybe, that is what maturity is about; Dealing with the deeper issues that need ( Read more... )

So I am crushing on a straight guy. On Tuesday I was invited to a party and I start hitting it off really well. I was sitting on the floor near the couch and Nate was looking for a spot. I say to him,"you can sit here I don't bite" only to be suprised what happened next. He slides under my arm pressing his head against my chest cuddiling into me. I ( Read more... )

Well I know that perhaps this isn't the best thing to write about in a first post in a long time but I've fallen into a depression yet again. Why ( Read more... )

Wendy's is a hell hole, don't let the redhead with the freckles fool you she just wants your money. Now why is Wendy's a hell hole? Because most customers are freakin idiots and when you have The wicked bitch of the east and a dumbass prick of the west for managers it doesn't help. Not to mention we have tons of new people ( Read more... )

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In my head I feel lost, once again moving along without any real purpose. Empty, empty and lost, a part of me has died. The part that gave me what little self confidence I had in my self. The part that dared look into the mirror and be a little bit happy with the way I look because somewhere out there someone thinks the world of me ( Read more... )

If you had one wish what would it be? (no wishing for more wishes).

Why am I writing about this? Because I have been thinking about it lately ( Read more... )

It's been about 2, almost 3 weeks now and I think I'm ready for everyone else to know. When I went to Vegas I switched planes in Minnesota and I saw Leon. I went to the baggage claim area, closed my eyes and kissed him. He wrapped his arms around me and I felt them shaking, I broke the kiss to see tears in his face and I asked him what was wrong. ( Read more... )

A question lately keeps popping up in my head, I've had it before but now it just seems to plague me. The words that I couldn't say to him... the words that were screaming in my heart and head but I couldn't say them... words that could have eased my grandpa's pain but all I could do was look at him and think "This man isn't my grandpa". I loved ( Read more... )