It seems as if I have achieved everything that I have wanted. I am growing wise with my mistakes, my actions, and my unspoken thoughts. But, I feel as if there is still a gap... It could only be because you are nearing three hours away, but I could never know for sure. You told me you wanted to be back together, but that you were afraid of your ( Read more... )

And I read your writing thinking everything will just go back. Go back to the way it was.. when you and I were together. You have no idea how much I would love to be in your arms, having you whispering you love me in my ear. I would love to be with you, yet you are too confused about life. I am falling for you again, and I told you once before, ( Read more... )

And this relationship is torturous. Every time I hear you voice, I yearn for it. Every time you say "I love you", I get tears to my eyes. And then, I suddenly miss what we had. And then, I think... I can't trust you with the whole ordeal. You say you love me.. but that never stopped you. You say you can change, but that won't last long. But ( Read more... )

To be honest, life is perfect.

I am actually happy.

It seems to me that I am still having my boyfriend

problems...

but I am really confused... and I don't know if I even

still have one..

He called me this morning and said I had to choose

between Joe and him...

but, I can't have both... Joe is my best friend..

and Jake is even more of my best friend, plus my boyfriend.

He said "fuck you" to me ( Read more... )

These are killing me. Knowing this...I knew it before you said anything. And the shock is still there... I just can not believe you, but I knew this wold happen. And I asked if it was a test... of course it fucking is.. because I can never be apart from you. I would never do that, I couldn't. And this is going to happen many more... and it is ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt the feeling? The feeling of being in love. The feeling of knowing you want to be with this person for the rest of your life. The feeling that you know this is true. The feeling that is of trust, loyalty, and promises ( Read more... )

I could never imagine myself kissing anyone else but you.

And all I want is for us to not fight anymore.

And all I want is for us to be like we did before.

I just want us to be happy.

I feel that you are unhappy with me..

But you have never questioned my motives until now.

Until the start of this year.

I don't understand.

And I could be better.

And all I want is you.

That is all I have ever ( Read more... )

So happy for you, but oh so sad. It is shocking. I never thought that you would have gotten in to a school so far away. I am crying with tears of happiness, and with sadness. I just can't believe you'll be leaving me in a year. I have been dreading this year, and you know it. I can't believe it... I am stunned. I truly am really happy for ( Read more... )