If I cried silent tears, you wouldn’t hear.
If I cried with dry eyes, you wouldn’t recognize.

If I told you I was mad at you, you wouldn’t understand.
If you were mad at me, you would just run away.
Like you just did.
Like you always do.

You don’t like to consult your problems, or your fears.
When I tell you that you do this, you get mad at me.

You ( Read more... )

October 30th, my favorite day of the year. No, not because it is the Eve of my favorite holiday. But, because it is mine and Jake's One Year Anniversary. I can not believe it has already been a year. And my feelings for him have gotten stronger. I love him with all of my heart. He is so cute and sweet. He cares about me. But, today is the ( Read more... )

Love be still, Love be sweet, Don't you dare change a thing.

Say that you'll stay, forever this way. Forever and forever that we'll never have to change.

Don't move, don't breathe, don't change, don't leave.

And promise me you'll stay, this way.

I feel so good inside your arms, home is every where that you are.

If I gave you the freedom to do ( Read more... )

I hate when you beg.... I just love you too much to not let you. But, you don't understand, that everytime you ask me... it kills me. That everytime you said I didn't love you, it tore something out of me... I wanted to cry when you said that. I love you, you know that. Just, please stop asking me... And in the end, it will destroy us... You ( Read more... )

Don’t let this be the end to us. My only question for you is, do you love me enough to not do that? Would you rather do that and lose me? I may seem harsh, but it hurts me. The disgust it gives me… it makes me feel sick. I don’t want this to be the end to us. Let us just get up and brush off our knees and get over it. Respect it. Have self ( Read more... )

I was gone for a moment in time. Though it was a moment, it felt better than this life. All I wanted was you... but you didn't see the clues. I needed you to help me not to hurt myself, to lift me up and wipe all the tears away. I am just broken down....

I would really like to say, I love you. I have never been in love before you. Most people ask me how do you know? I can't honestly answer them because, it is just a thing you know. Just something that happens. You can't stop it once it has happened. Love has no words to describe it but itself. Love is the only thing I see when I look at you ( Read more... )

Well, everyone, this is a little different... this is not something about jake, this is about my best friend, Faith. She has been my best friend since about fourth grade. So, we go way back. I can't even start to explain how much i hate this, right now. Well, she got in a car accident today and doesn't remember anything.... He two little ( Read more... )

Yesterday was my 15th birthday. I had fun, well sort of. I didn't have a party, and I didn't get that much stuff. I had my best friend and my boyfriend over. I got a wicked cd player from my parents, and a straightener, and the Brand New cd. For my best friend, I got an Illustrated Edition of Angels & Demons, and a bag of skittles! Now, from ( Read more... )

Next week Thursday, and the rest of the Thursdays of my life are officially booked! I have school all day, then I go to dance, two hours after I get home from school. And stay there for about four hours. But, I'll have to admit its worth it. Just being able to pay for one class only. Be in one class only... lol. And now my days aren't so ( Read more... )