How lucky I am, is uncountable. I could have never imagined you. You that I have dreamed up for so long. You that came into my life, to take my breath away. You that cares so much for me, and will for an eternity. You that is so gentle. You that is every thing I want, need, and have. You who is my other half, my true missing piece. The one ( Read more... )

You have made me fall in love with you, no matter what you think. You have made me love you forever. You have brought to my life, a light I had never seen. You have brought joy to my life, for otherwise it would have been dead. You took me to a place, I never thought was possible. And you say you are worthless? You aren't and never will be. ( Read more... )

Why do your words always do that to me?  Why do I always tear up when I read things you have written about me?  I love your writing and you are a talented writer, as you can tell... making me cry.  You tell me my writing makes you cry, and I love that fact about you.  That you are willing to let your sensitive side out.  I love you ( Read more... )

Waking up at 2:31, wondering why Jake hadn't called, thinking something has gone wrong. My mind is only on one, that is him. He usually calls to wake me up at around 12, telling me its time for me to get up. Only because he wants to see me. He tells me that I have slept to long, and its not good to do that. When I tell him, it is only because I ( Read more... )

Jake, I love you very much. And using a Mexican computer is very hard!! lol. I miss you sooo much right now... and something that you should know... lol I hate being this way. I have one more day down here, returning home Saturday. Jake, come see me!! lol... I miss home very much, too much sun. Jess I miss you too. But right now Jake has ( Read more... )

Well, today I want to talk about Jake.  I miss him so much right now.  Just to let everyone know.  I love him with all my heart, and hope that I don't do something dumb.  He is the one I want to spend the rest of my life with.  The one who I care the most for.  The one who matters the most, not one of my friend.  He has taken the place of my best ( Read more... )

I really don't feel like living anymore. Even Jake was like how could you fail? That didn't cheer me up much. I expected him to be all sympathetic and such. To make me feel better. No one has given me support. They're are like, well you failed for a reason. They are like, how could you? They are like, mostly everyone fails the first time. ( Read more... )

Well, anyone who cares, Jake is great.  He got home from the hospital yesterday, in which I went to go see him.  I missed him soo much.  He has a lot of cuts.  There is one on his head, one on his arm and a gash on his leg.  It's crazy.  He broke his right shoulder.   I feel so bad for him, because all he hears is critisism.  Everyone, his friends ( Read more... )

Such sorrow, such sweet. Nobody would have guessed. A call that could have been worse. I never expected that she would call with that kind of news. That kinds of news that would make me cry, and make me worry. I was worrying even before she called. I wanted him here, but he wasn’t.

I answered the phone, thinking it was him, of course. But I was ( Read more... )

Today, Father's Day.  Let's just say one word in particular, BORING. I have been sitting at my computer for like two hours. I have my mom's family over. Don't really feel like being social.I miss Jake. He went shopping today for clothes with his father. He's leaving at the end of this week. And it makes me sad. Of course, I will miss him. He's ( Read more... )