I can't tell you how elated this made me feel as I read it. I was in such high spirits at the end... ah it made up for my crappy day.
It's been a couple days, so I'll need to read this again to really reply, but I have to say, it's inspired in me a new-found confidence in my situation and in myself... And I hope things do work out. There is so much more that factors in, sadly, that even come my 18th birthday I may still have to wait (I'll explain this later). But aside from that, you're right.. about needing to get that prior experience. (Although maybe Brian wouldn't mind showing me a bit, haha...)
I have to admit there's a BMA a couple years older, but he's got the whole rugged look and he's so wonderful and if I could I would ask him, you know, to /show/ me. I've always fancied him a little ever since I met him, and I've learned that sometimes a kiss is just a kiss. And before I try anything with Mark or with Brian, for now that's all I need.
BMAs are useful for some things, like the basic mechanics of sex - and I'm sure the BMA in question wouldn't object to someone asking him to have casual sex with him
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It's been a couple days, so I'll need to read this again to really reply, but I have to say, it's inspired in me a new-found confidence in my situation and in myself... And I hope things do work out. There is so much more that factors in, sadly, that even come my 18th birthday I may still have to wait (I'll explain this later). But aside from that, you're right.. about needing to get that prior experience. (Although maybe Brian wouldn't mind showing me a bit, haha...)
I have to admit there's a BMA a couple years older, but he's got the whole rugged look and he's so wonderful and if I could I would ask him, you know, to /show/ me. I've always fancied him a little ever since I met him, and I've learned that sometimes a kiss is just a kiss. And before I try anything with Mark or with Brian, for now that's all I need.
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