I am a body utterly and totally full of EMPTYNESS!!!

you wanna know straight out whats going on...fine...here it is...hard core straight out...and please read every thing so u'll now finally understand...you lied...YOU LIED TO ME...and after i told u that i was afraid of being lied to and afraid to be with you...i let you in cuz you promised you wouldn't be like the rest of them...then u were...u are ( Read more... )

So it slowly starting...im starting to feel good and be happy and be able to want to smile and it feels so good...im almost back to myself...it will come...thanks guys for stickin with me thru all this shit...muah!

All I am asking is that you take the time to listen to what I have to say because if you did you would realize you made a big deal out of nothing...it isn't want you think...all I ask of you is to listen...listen to my heart and know that I am not trying to make things worse...but I am trying to fix them with you instead of on my own...try to think ( Read more... )

THAT ITS SNOWING!!!!!!!!!!! so i can't wait till tomorrow...pats play the raiders...its gonna be so exciting...i can't wait...

~My Eyes ( Read more... )

I am falling apart o so quickly...all I ask is for someone to hold me untill I fall back together...

Why can't you just get the fuck out of my brain...

so im sitting here trying to write about what happened but im stuck...i guess its really cuz im so upset at him i have nothing to say...nothing...

Well the pats game tonight...just goes to show...never give up on them in the middle of a game cuz they could make a great comeback...never give up on them pats!!!...but anyways...Thursday night my mom took me shopping cuz i was wiked bummed out...it was cool i guess...friday night...i chilled with my mom at home again...it was nice...i had a talk ( Read more... )

So i always missed my kitty so so much cuz she always helped me thru everything...well now i don't just miss my kitty i miss my mommys kitty too...he was with me my whole entire life ever since i was brought home from the hospital...he was my first word...BaBa...(barney)...he's gone...and now my heart is full of nothing...i miss him so much...its ( Read more... )