-I took some beginners lessons in Japanese in February
-got a job at the theatre: month long intensive program, working with youth's costumes
-got a housekeeping job
-graduated: parents came to see me ^__^

Why did I stop writing here- I think it was a disinterest, and a partial forgetfulness, but also... I had another medium to write in, one that wasn't online. So, here we go again.2013 ( Read more... )

Hello

My gender is

activist, admirer, aggressive, ally, ambiguous, anarchist, androgynous, animal lover, artsy, boi, boy with boobs, butch-ish, butch-loving, crossdresser, crossgender, dominant, female-bodied, feminist, fetishist, full of hate, full of love, gay-friendly, gender bender, gender challenged, ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder what is wrong with people.  And how something that's supposed to be so positive can make people so negative and twisted.  I'm not particularly angry, just appalled.   

what the fuck?

I feel kinda silly, yet disturbed.  I need an overload of androgyny, a silent space, and the ability to walk long distances and figure out epic emotional problems in a single night.  I think I'm projecting my opinions, but I don't know how to deal with this.  I don't know if anything I say could be positive- I'm angry (which makes NO ( Read more... )

 "Love is never truly a question of what’s right and wrong in the world. Anybody who says that they can choose who they love obviously has no idea what they’re talking about. Love is cruel; uncaring to who you would ‘rather’ devote your affections to. Love is unforgiving and harsh to it’s little pawns that are set strategically in the game of life ( Read more... )

it's quiet now, it's holding in breath for the weekend.  temperature is off, snow on green.  and I worry we're too late.
I'm waiting, putting things off, forgetting that I have to go.

I don't want to go home.

once there was this girl who wouldn't go and change with the girls in the change room

I can't watch tv... gender stereotypes, roles, limitations all of it.  Complete garbage.  People may not even realize anymore just how limited society is in it's protrayal of men, women, and relationships.  Cultural gender bias.   And it's just so SMOTHERING.
I can ( Read more... )

...but if it's you then that's what I'll do, don't worry, don't worry, I swear we'll get through, don't worry, don't worry, it'll be all right just as long as you, stop by now and then, turn your tracks around and then, clasp hands in the laughter that echos in the halls, I'm an angrognous little picture frame, shot down in tattered ribbons and ( Read more... )