WOW ( Read more... )

One more day of work and I have two weeks off. Elijah and I are going to MA,NH, and ME. I've been counting down the days and we only have two more until we get on the plane. I can't wait to see my family. I'm glad I'm on meds this time so I can enjoy it. And it won't be cold thank god! We're going to the beach, camping, and whatever else lands in ( Read more... )

Rise against.... The depression, the shame, the disappointment, and the past. Realize what is going on here and now and don't be afraid of it. Get up and do something! Feel again, try again, hurt again, don't give up. Your life restarts now, step towards it and start running!

My brain works again!! Yay and I'm not sick anymore! Worrrd. Going back to Mass in two days to grab some more of my things and take care of my doctors appointment and figure court out. Yeah, court is a story I'll get into later. But anyway, it's very nice out and I'm feeling good!

Wow, haven't been on here in a while. A lot has changed as it always does. I need to make my life better but lately I'm just so tired. I'm stuck in this exhaustion where it's almost like I'm awake during the day but only half way there... like my consciousness is somewhere else. Past four days, my brain has shut off. I'm only thinking in my sleep. ( Read more... )

There's too much to say. It's impossible to find the words. But yeah, I'm in Texas. And that part of it is definitly great.

The Reason ( Read more... )

Short Term Goals ( Read more... )

Walking along the beach ( Read more... )

Sometimes i feel like Ive climbed a mountain. I make it to the top at last, its so beautiful, the scenery is so bright and I feel like I'm finally at peace with myself once again. Then suddenly I scream at the top of my lungs. This is how I feel on a daily basis. When I scream, after finally making it to the top of the mountain, it's like I'm ( Read more... )