Why does it seem that everywhere I work I am the lowest paid and the hardest worker. I am not being cocky. I work my ass off to impress and I found out everyone started out at a higher pay then me. Why can't people see my potential. I am constantly shafted proving myself to people who dont give a shit. It always seems my women bosses do it to me. ( Read more... )

I don't know but I have a good feeling. I trust my instincts and I have a good feeling. I don't have any prospects just a gut instinct about it. I haven't told brett yet but I just have one of those feelings our new roommate is right around the corner. I just know it so I am kind of excited and I have been cleaning like a fiend well not a fiend ( Read more... )

The New Years did not turn out how I expected it at all. Brett and I invited over a few close friends and unfortunately none of them showed so we spent it together. This was actually the best New Years ever, it makes me think of Paramore's crushcrushcrush performance in which, "a quiet night alone" was exactly what we needed. I must mention on how ( Read more... )

So in the morning I do this half sleep half think thing where I ponder the problems I am currently facing like MONEY. I need to figure a solution which I already have and that is we need a room mate. Where to find one where to find one. It is stressing me out and I need to find one soon.

Any ideas?

RJ~

This morning my boyfriend kept feeling me up after he rejected me doing the same to him. I figured I was better off not getting mad and instead have a little fun. I help position him into place getting what I wanted then I grabbed his head and gave him a mouthful. It was getting really good. Then we broke into an intense sex session. I flipped him ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel so alive with purpose? Sometimes something outside our limits, a passion for something so close to supernatural, unbelievable and yet seems so possible. It is burning inside me, I guess some people can call me a dreamer but I just believe is this undeniable purpose in which my path has lead me. The people I have met, the place I ( Read more... )

I am sick. Poo this stinks what to do for new years any idea?

RJ~

I need a new roomate

RJ~

Yes Brett and I have made final agreements for the next few years of our lives together. Signing in blood will be fun but we came to comprimises on a lot of issues and I feel we will be stronger then ever. Yeah me!

RJ~

I am not usre if I can see myself here anymore. Did I make a big miscalculations. I thought I wouldn't get hurt but that is all it has been for me for the least 3 months. I have tried not to face the facts but they are too obvious to miss. We are different people now. I dont know if these different people are meant to be together. Well i intend to ( Read more... )