Gosh why me???

[trytoimagineme]

So i am baffled by how i react to woman. I can be 100% attracted to girl and think she is great and then 2 weeks later nothing at all, not even a miligram of attraction. The thing is this happens all the time. For example

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[glittering_kat]

One of these days you'll meet a woman who will keep your attention. And then even if sometimes she doesn't act smart, has a bad moment in bed, or acts crazy, you won't even care, cause you'll love her anyway.

[trytoimagineme]

Honestly if that happened I wouldn't know what to do. It would be like a dream that was so perfect. Like the script from a perfect movie. I think i almost force myself not to have that sometimes. Or maybe I am just supposed to not have it. My life has always lacked that one aspect and I seem to be trained to contunie to not to have it. Whether it is in my mind, body or heart it has and is been the way i am...........