boy oh boy

[tsuki_sei]

i'm at smarts right now, & so fucking sick to my stomach because i just started thinking. someone posted in their journal about a breakup, & that made me think about the other night & how eric & i almost broke up again. i thought about how much thinking about it hurts me, & how i try so hard not to think about it because a. it didn't happen, & b.

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[supriya]

Things I've learned from this: Don't take anything for granted & always let him know how much you love him. You two sound so in love, I'm betting that everything will work out for the best :)

[tsuki_sei]

oh gosh, i don't. not a day goes by that i don't look at him, or a picture of him, or something he made me & say, "god, i'm so lucky to have him". arghh, liz, you'll be happy again. i wish i could give you a huge hug right now.<3<3<3

[argyle_sox]

hey nicole,congratulations on the finding your true love thing! it took me until i was 20 years old to find myself a love like that & you're still pretty young but you seem like you've got it all worked out even thru the rocky times as you put it.it's important to cherish every moment you two have together & don't take a thing for granted. -peace.

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[tsuki_sei]

thank you noelle, that means a lot. and even if you did wait 20 years, at least you found him, & you're lucky to have that. :) some people never found their true love & go through many divorces & boyfriends & heartbreak, & its so sad.

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[argyle_sox]

yeah you're right.i guess i am lucky.thanks :)

[sheenakadina]

Oh, Nicole....I just want you to be happy.
And I miss talking to you, doll...come online soon:) <3 <3
Weren't you taking a trip to New York sometime this summer?

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[tsuki_sei]

i miss you too!!!! i hope i do... i'm not really sure though because i have this smarts thing. errgghh, i want to visit you so badly <3

[meggggyyy]

nicole, if there's anyone I know who deserves something this good, it's you. I've seen you go through so much shit (examples are not needed) and you're still completely normal and you're still coming out on top. that just totally amazes me, like, how stable you are considering everything. eric's so lucky to have a girl like you.

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[tsuki_sei]

awwwww, i love you meg. you're such a good friend. i'm so sorry i didn't get to call you yesterday. i had to work 4-8 & after work i just crashed. i had smarts from 8:30 to 3:30. i'm soooo tired. i need to SLEEP. i hope things get better for you & peter. screw me deserving it. if anybody deserves it it's you. you've been fucked over by stupid shitheads in the past, & the last thing you need is for that to happen again. i really want you to be happy, because you deserve it more than anybody in the world. i love you megggy.

[meggggyyy]

thanks nikki...I hope things turn around and get better in both of our relationships. I don't even think we need to hope, it'll happen because we both do deserve this. I love you too nicole, the 2 of us need to have a girls day out soon!

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[tsuki_sei]

yes yes we do. soon soon very soon. <3