question, for the boys only:

what is your favourite colour?

all of you with penises out there, riddle me this.

thank you!
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yesterday saw an eclectic mix of hanging out. it was a nice day. i saw eric for a while, before he leaves for a few days in new york. then, shortly after he left, deanna asked me to take a trip to the mall with her. i got home, hung out with my mom & went grocery shopping, then i came home, watched bridget jones' diary, & in the midst of the end ( Read more... )

golly, aol kicked me off as i just finished my journal entry. basically, i just said i was sad i missed the locust. i was happy eric came to visit me at work before he went. sad that i called him, & he didn't really want to talk because he had a carful of people & was getting on the highway. i was happy that i had such a nice chat with dave tonite ( Read more... )

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. it's been a very crappy two days. those of you who know me well, that i've talked to recently, know what's going on. but, i haven't talked to much of anyone lately, so if you care to know, just ask. anyway, i'm really frustrated over this. this stuff has been happening ever since i was a young child. it's so discouraging. i ( Read more... )

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my foot fell asleep & it's such a terrible feeling to wake it up.

garble garble.

also, after last night, i feel so much better about things between eric & i. they feel so perfect right now. yay.

yesterday evening was so nice, but i'm quite worried that i said something incredibly embarassing, or did something to make a fool of myself. eric told me that i brought something up that i shouldn't have... & that makes me feel terrible. i would not want to hurt his feelings, i love him more than anything. but, alas, i did appologize & promise i ( Read more... )

i'm at smarts right now, & so fucking sick to my stomach because i just started thinking. someone posted in their journal about a breakup, & that made me think about the other night & how eric & i almost broke up again. i thought about how much thinking about it hurts me, & how i try so hard not to think about it because a. it didn't happen, & b. ( Read more... )

ive been pretty bummed lately. i feel like i haven't any worth to anyone... and i mean i feel completely meaningless to virtually everyone i care about. and no matter how many times they say i am important to them, it's never an original thought when they say it. and besides, i don't want to just be important... i sort of want to be the MOST ( Read more... )

ok, i need the assistance of you lovely people. i was listening to my local college radio station (91.3)which is in the boston/providence area & they keep playing these same three songs by this one band, now, i absolutely love these songs, but i don't know the name or who they're by, so i collected some of the more decipherable lyrics so that maybe ( Read more... )

fuuuuck. i had the worst week of my life last week. eric & i broke up. but... we got back together 5 days later. those were the worst 5 days of my life. let me tell you, a little high fidelity & a lot of tickling goes a long way. prom is this friday, i'm pretty psyched. my birthday is saturday. i keep reflecting back on last year's livejournal ( Read more... )