after so long believing.... it's over.... he told me as bluntly as possible. turns out, i was wrong. there's no such thing as soul-mates. if i could be so wrong, then it can't be true. it's fantasy. a beautiful picture painted with the intent of giving children hope for the future. but it's not real. all lies. they must think us fools. ( Read more... )

It has been a long while since I've been on here. Let's see if I remember how to do this. Well, I have been back from Afghanistan since late December. It's been a struggle and I'd rather not go into the details. Funny update in regards to my love. He started writing to me awhile back. It was insane. It then progressed to chatting. Well, ( Read more... )

So that everyone knows. Afghanistan isn't as bad as I thought that it would be. We've yet to be mortared, though I've been told that it will pick up once the summer gets into full swing. Tee, I want to apologize to you for missing you the past two weeks. It's been hectic. This last Sunday, I was on my way to Kuwait. I'm really sorry. I'm ( Read more... )

Well, I'm currently in Indiana. I've been training to go overseas. I've pretty much finished validating on just about everything. Yesterday I got all my paperwork finished. I now have the small pox vaccine. I've been stuck with more needles in the last month than ever before in such a short period of time. I'm probably impervious to just ( Read more... )

My official pirate name is Dancin' Cynthia Slasher. I don't know how to get the link on here. Sorry all. See single_spoon's journal.

As many may know that I've entertained the idea of getting back with my ex-husband. We wouldn't just jump right back into a marriage, but still get back together. I realized this morning that if I were to get back with my ex, I would be officially giving up on Daichi. It broke my heart all over again. Suddenly he was back by my side, vivid as ( Read more... )

I am leaving. October 11th is when the ball really starts rolling. I leave to go to Ft. Leonardwood. We'll be there for four days. I train at my reserve center for three days on Combat Life savers Training. We go to texas for two weeks to do food inspection training and then fly straight to California, I'm not sure which part. We'll be there ( Read more... )

Let's see if I do this right ( Read more... )

So, they did another the x-ray. That's right folks, it turns out, my pain is more than in my head. I really was wondering if I were doing to myself in some way. I didn't know why the pain seemed to be getting worse. Now it makes sense. It turns out, there is a muscle in my foot that was partially torn away from the bone. The reason that the ( Read more... )

It feels as though my foot is not healing. At first it did, but recently it seems to have gotten worse. I think that it may have to do with the fact that I'm not being as careful as perhaps I should. I'm not too good at being careful. So, that's my theory. The other possibility is that it may actually be a fracture. I don't know that this is ( Read more... )