so hi little journal of mine. lots has happened in the past little bit of time and space. lets see, my water got turned on, i got it turned back on- free of charge ;) by one of my old classmates...he still has a crushy crush on me. i think thats so cute. hes a really sweet guy, not very cute but sweet, offered to let me move in with him and pay my ( Read more... )

ok well the hurricane is over, only a 2 this time... Emily is in the Caribbean waiting to attack along with a few other ones... i was promised that i didn't have to work the next one.. woo hoo. mxj will be home tonight!! woo hoo i miss him.. he went to Tennessee to be safe from the storm.. can't wait to see him. hope all is well in everybody elses

well there is another fucking hurricane coming here. guess who's week at work it is!!! again! so woo hoo for me i will indeed be trapped here for this one too, no lights, real food, AC, anything good. this really fucking sucks. my sister was rude to me on the phone. she acts like her b/f's friends are more important than me, i'm sorry i didn't ( Read more... )

got mxj into see a dr., she agreed to see him free of charge. :D i'm really happy about that. i want him to be well agian, i miss him being my mxj, the way he used to be.... so now we just have to get him well. jbird has gone all spastic, i don't know why, he just randomly stopped talking to me. :( i hear hes hanging out with bb again, so thats ( Read more... )

well, today is turning out great. i got yelled at at work cause i screwed everything up last night. i didn't get my loan, i have no money. i have to pay rent i have enough for one month but i need to pay 2 months, i have to make a car payment or else its gonna get repoed and all mxj has to say is, "what are we gonna do?" i don't know. damn. this ( Read more... )

so finally mxj wanted my name, i debated and rather than listen to him i gave it to him.... now i have to listen to the fact that i hurt his feelings, i'm sorry i have a lot to say that you don't want to hear and i tell you all the good things so i write all the bad and besides you weren't supposed to be here anyways..... :( well ok. guess it doesn ( Read more... )

omg sometimes i get so tired of his melodramatic ya ya ya. he wants my lj addy. i told him no not unless he gives me his and he's all like "no theres nothing in mine thats about you so no" well i guess i mean so fucking much to you. i hate that my everything is about you and your nothing is about me ( Read more... )

They're Pinky and The Brain ( Read more... )

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain ( Read more... )

do you ever just feel unloved? well i do.. most days i don't let it bother me but sometimes i can't help it. i mean damn. its like i'm a repelant to people just being loveing to me. my parents don't get that he is fun and all. he doesn't get that they are my parents and i just kinda love them. i don't know. it would just be so nice to have somebody ( Read more... )