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My Twenties and My Thoughts
Now that I have missed out on half of my twenties because of being bedridden for most of it until 29, I am feeling like I want to go out and do things that are only "ok" for twenty-somethings to do, like go out and party and dance all night at dances and stuff. ( Read more... ) -
Songs I like to listen to very much currently
Cold-Blooded Love - Goblins From Mars ( Read more... ) -
So Many Emotions
It is strange to be feeling such a wide range of strong emotions so close together. Regret, appreciation, sorrow, relief for the end of her suffering, contemplation over her life and how it went and understanding it with a deeper appreciation as I am aging, young though I am.. understanding my own behavior a bit better as time goes by, my mind ( Read more... ) -
To Mourn is to Love
I found a song's sheet music called An Early Goodbye. I really relate to the lyrics about my Mom's passing. Tried singing it for Phillip in order to share it with him and I couldn't. The lyrics were too close to home, as they say. I think this song will help him understand how painful losing one's mom is and why I was crying so often. (Still can't ( Read more... ) -
My mother...
It is hard coming into the phase of life where I begin to actually appreciate my mother and then lose her to death... it is a dark time for my heart. -
My mother
Well... she is gone now. After years of battling her health, she has passed on. -
In Forever
I haven't been on here for a long time. I think starting to blog on here again will be cathartic and enlivening. :) -
Thinking of old friends
Now is a time when I am really needing someone to talk to... and I have pretty much no one, but my mother who it's great , but I need someone more my era to talk to. *sigh* Idk how I let my friendships go to the wayside like this.... finding time to keep in contact is hard when you're sick regularly and tired the rest of the time. I guess I was as ( Read more... )