Lately I've been playing a lot of guitar... and when I really start to play hard, I stop myself. Right when I really think I might be getting on something good, Is top myself... right when I'm about to do a really fast part that might come out as nothing short of a stroke of genius... I stop. Why? Because the realization kicks in that once these ( Read more... )

I'm sick of Miami... I was throwing the idea of speeding through my AA ( Read more... )

Eh, often times I just think of things I can do. I think of some great things-- but they're usually consistently shot down. I begin to build up the courage, but by morning time it's escaped... and it just seems like no matter what lecture I have at night, and how adamant I am about it, it never seems to become announced. I justify it as 'there ( Read more... )

Haha, I can't really say I blame you anymore. I was so into you, it was ridiculous. I tripped over some reminiscance... and I realized; it must've felt so good to have me around your finger... but, I don't think I could parade that long. Nor do I think you can. It's all very confusing to me. But, my mind always races away, somewhere in Seville on a ( Read more... )

It's surprising how selfish people are-- and how easily they forget when things are different. How many times you'd lay side by side and reminisce about past lovers, and past acts. About when you'd stand ridiculously close, so your breath tickles my face and talk about current affairs. How I used to swing with the punches-- and how easily you threw ( Read more... )

I thought admitting that you need people would be uplifting... for years I tried to fool myself I could be a complete introvert. It's... impossible. You need people... after the realization took place, I picked my head up, sighed and looked around to grab a friend and tell them ( Read more... )

I had a uber fucked up dream last night. One thta managed to wake me in a sweat... I dreamt it was me and a few other friends (no one I knew, but they were still my friends.) We were orphans, and under some girl's care. We lived in a huge castle on the edge of a slightly sloping cliff. After some time, it was discovered by us that that the woman ( Read more... )

Life's been, well... pretty shitty ( Read more... )

So, like... there's this thing on my mind... that I can't really talk to anyone about ( Read more... )

So, today was my birfday.

I'll have to admit, the presents are kinda mediocre, and strange.
First off... I got from my aunt Randi: Moonpies [Delectable things, if you don't know what they are, they're a marshmellow smooshed inbetween 2 graham cracker circle-things with a chocolate coating.], and a bucket. Yes, a fucking BUCKETIt has a story behind ( Read more... )