Have u ever been handed the easy way out...a path to something near perfect that u could be just happy with?... but u dont want it?... u want more... something not set up perfect... something u have to work on and find?...

the song im listening to is awesome, it contains the words i had up on my away message earlier today near the end of the song ( Read more... )

I need some advice... ill explain my situation but w/o details... so it may be a little hard to understand, but in a whole i hope u get what im trying to say. as much as i would like to just spill it all out i cant, it just isnt for public view ( Read more... )

god damn last night was fun. Michelle, Caitlin, Shannon, and I went to the football game... which was ok.. but after we went to my house ( Read more... )

Hmm... its hard to write often now. In the summer I could have had maybe 2 or 3 entries in 1 day, but now its more like 1 entry every 2 or 3 days ( Read more... )

im eatn a delish salad after getn back from soccer.. mmm, so nice. soccer practice was fun.. very. messed around but still got evrything done nicely. oh and i saw an old friend (matt vargas) with his buddies riding their bikes around. its a lil lonely without that sexy guys team practicing next to us.. but hey.. ill deal ;O ( Read more... )

MY MOUTH IS STIL FRIGGIN NUMB!! ITS SO ANNOYING NOW. ITS HARD TO EAT.. DRINK... AND TALK AND JUST SIT THERE W/O THINKN BOUT MY GAY FACE....THE ONLY SEMI KOOL THING ABOUT IT IS THAT SINCE ONE SIDE OF MY NOSE IS NUMB... I GO TO FLARE MY NOSE.. AND ONLY THE RIGHT SIDE DOES... SO THAT LOOKS PRETTY INTERESTING.. I FEEL TALENTED.. BUT IT IS ONLY FAKE ( Read more... )

omg... this is so much fun! my mouth is all numb along with my lips and half my face... heh, awesome. my smile is all tarded and crocked... sexy... ahhh, im luvn this!!. there is all this wondyful food at my house and i cant eat it till i can feel evrything again or else i might bite my tongue off... or cheek. i can feel my tongue just fine. oh ya ( Read more... )

running in soccer the past few days has been hell, i hurt so bad. but then again its nice because i know im working hard cause its painful. im hating this waiting around for a ride afterwards. i wish we got out the same time evryone else does... or even better i wish i could drive now. that would make evrything so much easier ( Read more... )

my feet are hurting so bad... if i were to stand for more than a minute i would fall over, my feet cant hold me up ( Read more... )

Today was much better. I mean school was still "eh" but after school was good. My mom took me to my dentist appointment. well, b4 we left she comes up and asks me if ive been ok, she said i kinda looked down lately. i said im ok now. it made me happy she actually noticed and confronted me about it. anyways... on the way back from the dentist she ( Read more... )