so i was going to wait until AFTER work today to get all excited about vacation... but ive been ecstatic this whole week... time off! who knew... im amazed... first time in a real real long time... and there is only one person im going on vacation with that i want to ring their neck out... and i wont as long as she doesnt take my business with ( Read more... )

ok imma be more open for compliments... instead of a "yeah i know" cocky bastard response... i might start throwing in a "thanks" type or response everynow and then... and slowly try and convert to it fulltime...

boy... did i look absolutely ridiculous last night!!! it was too much fun last night... way too much ( Read more... )

FUCKING ROWDY! ROWDY! ROWDY! its gonna be fun... ive got to man up for a few moments and do the toughest thing ive ever done in my life... but ive got to do it... then starts lots of drinking... and lots of fireworks... lots of goat chasing... lots running around in the woods and a game called "beer run" its gonna be so much fun! its going to ( Read more... )

ive been sulking for the past 13 hours... i feel beaten down and miserable... i finally put something in my stomach after damn near 20 hours, but i havent slept since waking up for work on tuesday at 3:30... im a mess... a cocktail of emotions... hope, fear, joy, and lots of anxiety is pretty much all i can focus on... im an absolute wreck ( Read more... )

I need one... badly... input is appreciated... id like something that everyone can improve on... like last years was improving my non dominant hands dexterity and strength... brainstorm please... on this post... the time is coming when i need one badly

ive got to get this shit settled... i was hurting last night, and this has just got to be taken care of... and i think ive got the right approach... i just hope i can stick to it... have to rely on my brain and not my emotions... but at the same time remember not to ignore what im feeling... its gonna be a hard balance... but imma stick with it

Yesterday I went all the way down to slaughter lane to try and pick up some plans for my dad who is in Memphis right now, who also gave me no information about what i was picking up... so i looked like a dumbass, on quite a few occassions ( Read more... )

i cant believe how ripped i was in that entry of mine, aint no question i was pissed... and for good reason... but i think i was overly paranoid or something... because right now i dont even seem to give a shit... i know everything will iron itself out no problem... and i dont even want to address the "former" problem... im glad i only needed ( Read more... )

eh that diet of speed and whatever i was eating wasnt too good on the skin, or my nails... so im done with that shit thankgod... ill be back next year about this time, to be all wired and weird while at work... i hate that shit so much, but sometimes a high carb diet just doesnt last many many hours... it just sucks to take such good care of your ( Read more... )