ok for some reason my needs are expanding, emotional ones... aint no question i have some of the best friends anyone could ask for, but i still dont feel comfortable just dropping ALL of what im feeling on one person or another... my feelings are so mixed up... i have no clue how to handle them, so im just going to flashback to about two years ( Read more... )

I just had the most intense dream ever... Korean War style... it was exhausting... now ive got to work

So ive picked up another job, turns out im working from the home, for my dads company... im estimating, doing take offs, and just answering phones type shit... the largest job ive ever estimated was about 2 million dollars, and the first job im estimating now that im back is looking like its going to be about 5 million, and its due on friday... ( Read more... )

i absolutely love tomato juice... absolutely love it, i dunno what it is about it, but it makes me feel real good, especially after a night of drinking... it was a good night last night... just beer, no distractions... i was so tired i could not have handled any stimulating conversation... i had been up for like 54 hours with only a one hour nap ( Read more... )

my costume was real pimp, however, people avoiding me on purpose is not cool, and it can definantly go both ways... so we will see how this works out, might give me another excuse to be a dick to someone

im wearing my panda suit today for halloween... and the only thing i can think of when people ask me what i am for halloween is... "it gives me an excuse to wear this and get drunk in it" because all it is is underwear, but made from a panda rug... it is pimp, i am pimp, and it looks like the panda is giving me head... or i could be a "wildman ( Read more... )

"when you got me drunk" sorry girl, it was your choice to sit down and play drinking games with me, and you seemed really enthusiastic about it... oh well, i was a bit frustrated that saturday night... but eh, guess you cant expect too much hanging out with two females, except a frustrating question about girls and why i dont have one, and passing ( Read more... )

i had lunch with two of my most favorite chicks in the world yesterday... im still ecstatic

I lifted a 70+ (pretty routine) but i lifted it then threw it up so i could adjust it in my hands, so i totally lifted it wrong... it didnt hurt at the time, but i told myself its gonna hurt when i wake up tomorrow (now) and it does... ill stretch it out over the next week and be back to feeling fine ( Read more... )

What i thought was overconfidence is actually cockyness, which is entirely unattractive... and i was being a cocky bastard this weekend, but ill be doing it again next weekend