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fucking infuriated
im in a fucking rage right now. i am so fucking fed up with pot. ive been drug free for over 8 months. and i feel like pot is completly worthless. got in a huge fight with josh about it. it ended up with me taking him home and not even saying goodbye but then it was mended with telephone call. but i still dont understand the mentality behind ( Read more... ) -
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1 .person that slept in your bed: umm me
2.person that made you cry: spring break
3.person that you shared something with: DQ blizzard with mommmy
4.person that you went to the movies with: ummm. geoff
5.person that you went to the mall with: mall.. i havent been to the mall in a long time
6.person that yelled at you: momma?
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well the past 3 days of spring break have been occupied by work. each day i did an 8.5 hour shift. man do my feet hurt. friday nite i slept over at kenni's and we had great fun. mexcian food with margaritas. then a great james bond adventure. take a look, 3 boxes of laundry soap later:
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my spring break trip to myrtle beach sucked. i was in my hotel room by 10 pm each nite. and it was the one week i didnt have a curfew. ugh. i am so bummed out. it was my senior spring break and it was pointless. bc i coul dhave just stayed in town, and would have prob ended up doing more. well off to work at 8 am tomorow morning. so i have to wake ( Read more... ) -
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leaving for the beach tomorrow morning. wahooo! -
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well today was one of the hardest days i have in a long time. it sucked to begin with. then i told my swim coach i was quitting swimming and thursday would be my last day. ive swam for 13 years. i dont kno what imma do with out it. i havent stopped crying. ifeel lost. i need a hug. here fill this out to make me smile ( Read more... ) -
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i dont understand myself recently. ive not been myself. ive been a complete and total bitch. im tired. i have no patience. im just sick of people. i dont like it. it sucks. ive caused arguements. ugh. nothing good is coming from this attitude or state of mind. i kno i need spring break. though i will be working as much as i can. for awhile i ( Read more... ) -
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i hate being stressed. today i just wanted to cry during lunch. nothing seemed to be going right. so i just put my head down and moped (sp?). it was pathetic. i hate being in bad moods.
i need to smile. ...