Old memories of the one i loved creep through every day, and an undying love never fades away. For some reason after kayla i felt empty, gone, nothing of me was left. Slowly i earned my life back, but love... love never returned, but one... one love, one person, i still havnt forgotten, but the love she had for me, hasnt. The one girl i still love ( Read more... )

I dont know what i did wrong but for some reason.. the past month ive chosen to be numb, forget life, forget everything, stop thinking.. it seems to always hurt me when i think... i hadnt cried for over a month, and tonight i did and remembered why i kept numb... ive bareyl eaten anything lately, been working full time... works stressing me out ( Read more... )

It seems no matter how much you love, no matter how hard you try... all you can do is give second chances... Yesterday... justine told me she cheated on me with an old boyfriend, she kissed him... Itold her she has one second chance and thats it, but im not sure i should have... i did that last time and i got hurt from it... Can i take it again? I ( Read more... )

Memories lost hurt more than memories kept... I wish it didnt hurt anymore... I wish i could just forget... But i cant forget.. i still love her... Im trying to move on, but im trying to not love again. To many memories hold me back. So much time spent loving, so much time never wanting to break away, and all of it shatered in an instant... Why do ( Read more... )

can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me ( Read more... )

Im so lost i dont know what to do. Kayla and i broke up, 1 year and 7 months, well have been in two days. I dont know how to get over her. Shes already over me and with the guy she cheated on me with. I cant even imagine dating anyone right now let alone getting her out of my mind. I just want ot burst out crying but i have so much to do i cant. I ( Read more... )

What hurts the most.... is that she loves me and i love her, but all we do is fight... All we do when were together is lay next to eachother, we dont even really talk. The only time we talk is on the phone and most of it is arguing... I miss the way it was, but im not sure if it will ever be back that way. I have two options, work it out, or give ( Read more... )

To a world that never gives a shit and only gives us a challenge, thank you. Familiar? Me against the world right? Not alot to be said about that, but its a truth, the world will never be on our side. We should not wish to change what we have or had. Going back in time to fix a regret, do we never learn? Why undo the damage that made us who we are ( Read more... )

Im so simply plain its not even funny. I'm no more special than anyone in the world. I'm just normal. I don't like being highlighted for doing good or bad things. At work im recognized for doing good deeds. Staying late, getting on early, doing things on a moments notice. How many other people do that and never get recognized for it? Why me? Why am ( Read more... )

So im lost in life again... I'm in one of those, im not caring moods. I dont know what to do half the time, either im dumb, or lazy. I think im both. In the past few days, theres been at least one shocker per day. First i find out klaylas mom is temrinal with cancer in her hip, spine and skull. It's eating her skull so much that its much to fragile ( Read more... )