There's no way that I can update where I've been these last few years but will certainly begin to write a new chapter of where I am now and where I will be going ( Read more... )

How well you know people even when you think you don't...It's funny how things are expressed when and you ask but you already know and the answers are different. Some things are sad too...Do we really ask questions just 'Because' or is that just the reason we use? Why is it we don't just say...just say what it is we want to say? It's funny how we ( Read more... )

I could have a great night riding my new motorcycle, which I did, swim in the sound during sunset, and ride some more, feeling great ( Read more... )

It's funny how so many little things affect your mood in both positive and negative ways...I guess the only constant is you. The sun rises and you smile...a glass breaks and it makes you want to throw things. So I guess what's on my mind is depression and why it's so easy to live contently and ignor depression until being content is no longer an ( Read more... )

It's a difficult situation when you see the one you've cared about for so many years, still even today, attacking life and doing things they've never attempted while they were with you. How amazing is it to see Christina making an apple pie from scratch, researching art, or getting excited about going to a museum? I've been waiting for this kind of ( Read more... )

Why is it we attempt to rationalize emotions and feel we need to justify why they are right and wrong? We can accept positive emotions without question but the moment we start to have negative ones they are automatically "WRONG" and should be analyzed and corrected. Maybe sometimes our negative emotions are true and should be embraced just as our ( Read more... )

I hear that the Black Crows are getting back together...can't complain about great rock.

So I am now the Co-Chair for the PTO of headstarts preschool program. I took the kids over to the Margret Egan Center, where Tyler takes his Karate, and the kids played in one of the classes while I met with parents and teachers to discuss expectations, field trips, and fund raisers...also forming various committees. The teachers that were watching ( Read more... )

Tyler is at his first day at pre-school with Christina and I'm sure they'll both be exhausted this afternoon. Christina's been working her butt off at Trader Joe's and the kids were up late last night picking up Uncle James from his GED class. This weekend Pop is having an Oktober Fest and unfortunately Christina has to work, but maybe she'll be ( Read more... )

A few days ago I was pretty bummy. When I went to Karate on Monday night, I thought I would be able to get my focus back and clear my head, just like every other time I had gone before. I ended up having a horrible session: couldn't get any reach on my kicks because I was so tight and tense, and my technique was ridiculous. So Wednesday I figured, ( Read more... )