Today I have had a strong urge to BLOG. I want to get a new blog. Or do I? I want to blog about something interesting...crafts? pictures? cats? depression? Something work reading.

maybe i should have just moved back in with my parents after graduation instead of signing a year lease in an apartment with 7 other people. too late.

i hate my life

i am graduating, finally. i am scared shitless.

i want to die i want to die i want to die die die

I'm not sure why it always flows downhill ( Read more... )

oh lord,
please please either
1. make it better
2. let me go
i am hurting

i hate being alive. i have wanted to die for so long, how am i still here?

I want to learn how to dance, I think. I don't want to learn how to dirty dance, balet, jazz, or modern, yuck. I want to swing and jive ( Read more... )

I just realized that there is nothing anyone or myself can do or say that makes life worth living. Why do I keep on keeping on?

"The so-called ‘psychotically depressed’ person who tries to kill herself doesn’t do so out of quote ‘hopelessness’ or any abstract conviction that life’s assets and debits do not square. And surely not because death seems suddenly appealing. The person in whom Its invisible agony reaches a certain unendurable level will kill herself the same way a ( Read more... )

Board Game Wish List ( Read more... )