I'm going to be making almost all of my entries friends only now, just so everyone knows.

Happy August.

Today is exactly four months until my birthday. That's sort of exciting, I think ( Read more... )

It's funny how I have been watching the sun rise everyday for the past three weeks, and even though I see the beginning of each day, I never feel it. When I fall asleep and wake back up, it feels like the same day, which technically it is, but still. Last summer when I had the same sleep patterns, I still could feel a break somewhere in between my ( Read more... )

It's almost 5 am. I got home around 4:30 from hanging out with Mark for a few hours. We drew more scary pictures on napkins to add to the collection hanging on my door ( Read more... )

It's odd how every once in a rare while, right when you think your life has become nothing more than breathing, blinking, and dully existing, having forgotten everything you felt you had once known so well, something that betters your life happens when you least expect it. And it's really amazing how even when it's something that's typically seen ( Read more... )

Well my life's kind of crazy at the moment. It's been hard to keep my head on straight, and even harder to keep restraining myself from punching some poeple's faces in. I can't really write about it because it's not safe to make known. As much as it hurts, and as much as I want to be able to change it, I do really know that I can't. It isn't in my ( Read more... )

( Skip over it if you don't feel like hearing me in a down mood. )

It's a couple minutes before 8 am. I spent the night with Alyssa and Samantha, hah, so I still haven't slept. It was really fun though. I saw one of the most disgusting movies in existance, but at least it was entertaining, despite when I started gagging. I left there at like 6:45 and walked home. I would've stopped off at Kelly's had it not been ( Read more... )

I hung out with Mark most of the day, and now I'm just sitting around. We worked on a few songs earlier. It was weird, I noticed a big difference in my drumming. I guess it's because I've been playing so much lately, and finding new influences, but I was a lot more precise and was able to play fast for longer. All the better though, improvement is ( Read more... )