So it's that time of the year again... a new semester. It also happens to be my last semester of buying books, moving through the ass to ass traffic on the sidewalks and also hearing the drowning lectures of hot-air filled professors that have to polish off their PhD.s in order to feel better about themselves. On top of that I am faced with the ( Read more... )

I've looked back over the last few month's posts and realized that I was a very upset person. Upset with my life, upset with my circumstances, yet I really didn't do much to change them. In the present, I still have some of the same things going on but I feel better about how things are playing out. The biggest change has been my recent move from ( Read more... )

Ah so another update which is long overdue has become your latest viewing pleasure. I promise I'll try to be brief. So at the beginning of December a lot of things have changed (most of you know already), but I have changed my major out of English Education and decided to be a regular English Lit major and graduate in May. Needless to say I'm ( Read more... )

I find myself at the water's edge, half-way tempted to leap forward and strike full out into it. However I find myself hesitant to leave the comfortable territory that has shown me no harm over the years, yet the glistening sun on the face of the water and the hypnotic rythm of the waves are calling to me. A booming voice that reverberates inside ( Read more... )

Tomorrow gives way to the beginning of a new week, and I find myself thinking back on the past four months. Decisions made, opportunities missed and goals not reached.. it's all been a hodgepodge of emotions and feelings, bundled together in one large mesh inside my mind. Needless to say, everyday is a never-ending rollercoast, and I hate ( Read more... )

Soit's been a while and here I am again, full of emotions, thoughts, and worthless bullshit to put to pen and paper... well keystrokes and monitor screens. I'm debating whether or not to put all of it out there in chapter and verse for the whole world to analyze, empathize and maybe even sympathize with just because I really don't care if the world ( Read more... )

Everyone has some sort of connections. Whether those be romantic connection, connections to hook up, connections for business, connections with friends, connections to get into those great parties and so on and so on. It's how those connections are acquired and maintained that really tell alot about a person. The people that use them to get to leap ( Read more... )

Common sense is kind of a funny phrase isn't it? Common sense? What is common defined as? It's one of those relative terms like ordinary or original or normal. Kind of up in the air. Anyways, I was just thinking about common sense and how sometimes i wish there was an abundance in the air for all the world to enjoy.

Idle weekends give way to idle thoughts. Shrieks break the silence and send hearts flying high. Only thing to calm the moment is a drink from the can. A passing of another moment seems to bring back the silence that once held the stability of the night. A soothing song plays in the background but only can work so well over the noise that seems to ( Read more... )

Incidents give way to decisions which ultimately lead to solutions in one way or another. Sometimes for the better and sometimes for the worse. In my case, I'm not sure which it will be. As the weeks begin to fly rapidly by and the warm air currents of summer begin to dissipate, I feel that time is running out. With the first cool evening last week ( Read more... )