I feel down. No job, living on someone's couch (I am thankful for them letting me do that), lots of expenses (school), can't afford my music lessons, and college debt. I want to be financially independent and stable. I want a place to live.

Edit: Apparently was kidney and not liver, but it's still disturbing. Here's the news article! (I am too lazy to figure out how to do a link) http://www.news.com.au/heraldsun/story/0,21985,21801522-663,00.htmlRead more... )

So this time, I was with my mother going on a long walk when I bring up the subject of gay adoption and marriage. All of a sudden she looks at me and says, this shouldn't be allowed. I was shocked! We arrive at Eliot while continuing this conversation, where she tells me that she thinks homosexuality is a disease, like depression, and it probably ( Read more... )

I dreamt that my thesis on Porto Alegre was actually about the political relationship between muggle and wizarding worlds of Porto Alegre. That some how the Participatory Budgeting was involved, etc. I dreamt that I inadvertently breeched the security of Voldemort's network in Porto Alegre and that I had to go into hiding. I also dreamt that ( Read more... )

So you'd think that once I graduate I would stop posting about thesis right? No, wrong! I sleep is being haunted by thesis nightmares--of trying to get it done and missing deadlines, of the stress of working on thesis, trying to do laundry and it failing and taking time away from thesis, etc.

When do these dreams stop?

So this random girl wonders into my room at 6:30 in the morning as if there was nothing wrong with wondering into a random room that does not belong to you. It being 6:30 morning, it doesn't totally register that something is completely insane, but I am worried enough for me to spout out "what are you doing? who are you? what are you doing in here ( Read more... )

EDIT:

Final Deadline: Friday
Note to Emma: This is a revision progress report, not a what's written progress report.

Introduction: done (11 pages)
Chapter 1: done (22 pages)
Chapter 2: 20% (22 pages)
Chapter 3: 0% (21 pages)
Conclusion: 0% (3 pages)

Total pages including blank pages on the odd page after even paged chapters: 81 (does not include

Introduction, 90% (16 pages)
Chapter 1, 95% (18 pages)
Chapter 2, 20% (22 pages)
Chapter 3, 0% (21 pages)
Conclusion, 0% (3 pages)

That I turned in my thesis by Monday, that it is amazing, and that I can just enjoy life from now on.

It ain't happenin'. I hate the world.

OMG my thesis is in such a messy state. I must have been totally cracked out when putting this shit together!!!