i dont think that anyone uses lj anymore, but i needed to boast somewhere...i got flowers at work today!!!

<3 you scotty!!!

i don't know if you will check this, but i hope that you do ( Read more... )

its killing me not to call him, even though i really want to more than anything in the whole world.  if i call it will make things worse, but i want to hear his voice and hear that he understands why i think we need this break and that he wants things to be better because he loves me too.  how will i go ten more days not calling...im going to go ( Read more... )

i believe in fate, and i believe that i have met mine.  i should be crying my eyes out, but for some reason i feel that deep down inside me i know that he loves me, and that will win out.  maybe its because i love him so much i am having difficulty believing that he doesn't feel the same way.  he loves me because i can feel it, those feelings ( Read more... )

germany was a success, both because it was an awesome trip and it gave me and mr oleson a chance to reconnect (this sounds dumb phrased this way, but its true)

20 months...OH MY GOD

its just that i really miss him, and i want to be with him tonight. he thinks that i am mad at him, but its just that the whole thing really makes me sad

i am scared that he might still be mad...

1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
shoplifted- i took a bobby pin off a cardboard at target becasue my bangs were driving me nuts

2. Did you keep your New Years resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i cant remember last years resolutions, prob lose weight, prob failed--none the less i will make the same resolutions ( Read more... )

Aerogon: love you too

you are my sunshine
my only sunshine
when you're not happy
my skies are grey
you'll never know dear
how much i love you
please dont take
my sunshine away

scott may or may not be coming home to see me this weekend.  whenever one of us decides that he is going to come or stay there, then the plan changes, but one may only hope that some ( Read more... )

I've been living to see you ( Read more... )