Noah: Well that's what we do. We fight. You tell me when I'm being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are being a pain in the ass. Which you are 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a two second rebound rate and yoru back do doing the next pain in the ass thing ( Read more... )

I am thankful for this year ( Read more... )

i really hate this, its like every time things start to be right, bam something else. i am always on the defensive, he is always against me, as much as he wants me to be on the same side as him, its like he is afraid of it or something. i love him with all my heart. i wish that he could remember the same things as me. what i really hate most ( Read more... )

i hate myself, i am a horrible person

please exscuse the babbling, its very late and i am very tired ( Read more... )

my head is spinning so fast now.  i dont know what to do.  i wish that someone could just tell me the right thing, and i wish that nothing hurt. i am so tired of crying.  i called to ask for a truce and he didnt answer his phone.  also i always feel sick.  please be nice to me becasue im a bundle of nerves

people always ask me how thigs are going with me and scott, and honestly there is no real answer to that question.  last weekend i thought that things were great, and they most definately were not.  this week i think things are going better and hopefully i am a little more on task.  right now i feel like i am fighting desperatelly to save my ( Read more... )

      Thought you might be interested in this forgotten bit of information ( Read more... )

for some inexplicable reason, i am terribly not anxious about starting school this year.  it could be because i have an easy schedule, and i havent started the whole thesis stress yet, but none the less i am content.

LOVE THE APARTMENT

that is all

i still cant believe it.  it has been just over 15 months that i have been with scott, and it is still sooo surreal.   its like there is no way to explain it, but it just works so well, and i love it.  16 months ago, everyone thought i was crazy, and everyone knew that i was heading into the biggest mistake ever.   they still may be right about ( Read more... )